Lilah – Meet and Greet
Lilah meets Mason - her prospective Bull - for a drink. The evening evolves into much more than either of us anticipated.
Thoughts Inside a Dream (Digital Art and Video)
A collection of visions and emotions. I don’t know if they speak to me but I am aware of them…like thoughts inside in a ...
Lilah – Finding Our Bull
As a couple wanting to experience cuckolding, you would think finding another man to have sex with your lover would be easy. Reality is a different challenge for couples.
Exhibitionism: Step Inside…
It is late afternoon and I’m returning to the hotel after a business meeting. It is one of those days where I’m feeling extra ...
Sexual Healing
Savor an erotic gem from Lilah featuring cuckolding and erotic humiliation (specifically small penis teasing) all wrapped up in an adoring love.
Strawberry Letter 23 (Video)
Strawberry Letter 23 is a steamy stroll down memory lane and tribute to a special lover, Paris. English was her third language. Love was ...
Dance of the Maenad
Ecstatic dance, as a spiritual movement, is increasing in popularity. However, it is an ancient ritual and one used by the Maenads millenniums ago.
One Night (Touched)
She had always been bashful and unable to fully express her secret desires. Eventually, she drank from of the vine and found her voice...
Home at Last
Home at Last is the third in my kickoff of the Sensual Shadows series which explores my journey with Sienna. This post describes the night we became one and found home in one another's arms.
Gently Removing Sienna’s Mask
This is the story of how Sienna and I first met. It began with one glance across the room...and the rest is a love story I will never forget.
Introduction and Love-Lust Toast – Sensual Shadows
Join me for an introduction and toast to Sensual Shadows - my journey with Sienna. Highlights includes a dramatic poem written by BK - once a follower of Sensual Shadows.
Sensual Shadows – Nights in White Satin
We had a special aura swirling around us this weekend. Strolling along the bustling downtown streets, it didn’t matter where we were going. Any given ...
Carol Ann – The Black Mystique (Part II)
My continuation of an interview with Carol Ann (a married white woman) focused on her attraction to black men.
Mountain of Dreams (There is No Arizona)
Immersed in the passionate blaze of romantic love, I wrote following tribute to Sienna when we walked as one and shared our journey on the ...
Carol Ann – The Black Mystique (Part I)
Join me as Carol Ann discusses her sexless marriage and the "why" behind her attraction to black men.
Erotic Humiliation – Exploring the Layers
Setting the Stage Erotic Humiliation is consensual humiliation that produces sexual arousal. This definition seems pretty clear, but it is much too superficial to satisfy ...
Cuckold vs. FemDom
Cuckolding and Femdom are not the same sexual kink. While they often co-exist in male fantasies, wanting to experience one doesn’t mean you want to experience the other. Come inside to explore the differences.
Spiritual Virginity
After my successful get together with Jenna and Roman (American Gigolo: Rise), I decided to explore the lifestyle a little further. I set about trying ...
Dionysus – Cock Worship & Inversion
In ancient Greece, the erect phallus was worshipped as a symbol of Dionysus. Explore the psychology behind this practice.
Divine Bliss (Audio)
The erotic sounds of the fully engaged heart, mind, body and soul. Love was her true bondage. If you like this audio, you might ...
Digital Art – Fascination Street
Gallery featuring renders of Dionysus, Succubus, Valkyrie, Sugar Skull, and more.
Hannah – Fire and Ice
Hannah hailed from the land of the ice and snow. She was an accomplished ice skater and her body reflected her training. Her long legs were ...
(Audio) Press Play: Again…Again
NOTE: Listening to this 3:00 audio clip with ear buds truly enriches the sound. If you play it on your speaker, keep your hand close ...
Dionysus – Calling (Video)
To the ancient Greeks, Dionysus represented the dancing universe and ceaseless flow of energy that unites us with one another and all the universe. To ...
Sperm Wars – Seeding Passion’s Flame
It is a somewhat uncomfortable confession…that it really turns me on to think about my lover with another man. The emotional burn, intense mind-fuck, and ...
Exhibitionism – Exploring the Layers
Exhibitionism is commonly listed among the top-ten fantasies for men, women, and couples. It is certainly one of mine. My cursory exploration of this kink ...
Yumi: Deep Inside
Background Welcome to Yumi: Deep Inside. If you are new to The Dionysian Experience, Yumi is a beautiful Asian woman I first met while seeking ...
Digital Art: Succubus – Devil Woman
The study of succubi isn’t exactly my passion, but I wanted to learn a bit more about their origin and movement within our dreams. I ...
Digital Art – Lightworker
Once upon a time, I had almost demonized women and approached them with a warrior-like mentality. I was fighting my own darkness and, in the process, ...
Yumi – Butterfly
Setting the Stage Yumi is a true story about two souls that should have never met and two souls that will never forget. Was she a ...
Dionysus – The Rise and Fall (and Rise)
Disclaimer: My exploration of the rise and fall of Dionysus is a work in progress. While it necessarily touches on religion (Greek mythology and Christianity), ...
Cuckold Psychology – Erotic Theatre
When trying to explain something that is confusing, analogies are sometimes useful. As I explore my own, at times confusing, cuckold fantasy and discuss this ...
Exhibitionism – Keisha’s Temptation
Spas can be a great backdrop for a little playful exhibitionism. Step inside and join me for Keisha's Temptation.
Cuckolding: A Submissive Woman’s Perspective
Sienna's sexual fantasies centered around being submissive to me. My primary fantasy centered around Sienna cuckolding me. Read how Sienna viewed cuckolding from a submissive woman's perspective and how she made it work.
Digital Art – Valkyrie
A Valkyrie is a female helping spirit of Odin, the chief Norse god. The Valkyrie assisted Odin with identifying which warriors would be slain in ...
San Francisco
Video mix and photos of San Francisco by Michael Music: San Francisco by Scott McKenzie Art can speak to each of us as individuals in ...
The Other Man’s Cum – Cuckold Boundaries
One the topics I explore on The Dionysian Experience is cuckolding and my journey into this erotic fetish. This post centers on a discussion I had with a lover (Sienna) about where her "Bull" would cum and me tasting his cum.
Yumi: It’s Good for You
Setting the Stage Over the last few months, I’ve been sharing an intimate and ongoing true story about Yumi. Yumi is a beautiful, married Asian ...
Digital Art – These Dreams
Digital art is one of my passions and I enjoy creating the 3D-artwork used in my posts on the The Dionysian Experience. I actually ...
Cuckolding: An Introduction
This post is an introduction to the cuckolding kink and serves as a foundational piece for future discussions. I briefly touch on common variations found in the cuckold fetish and drill down to the core attributes shared by all cuckolds.
The Abyss – Paige, I’m Sorry
“When fighting with monsters, take care that in the process you do not also become one.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche Hi Paige, it has been ...
Cock Cage – Achilles Last Stand
I look at this male chastity device (aka, cock cage) and am drawn to its inherent contrast. The psychology of being moved by and drawn to ...
Yumi: China Girl (Video & Digital Art)
Digital art and video mix by Michael. David Bowie’s China Girl performed by Anna Ternheim. Over the last few months, I have been recounting ...
Love Is My Life’s Work
Hope you recognize me with clothes on. ☺️ In recognition of Valentine’s Day, I wanted to take a moment to say something to you. “You” ...
American Gigolo: The Cuckold Contract
The Cuckold Contract I. Parties to The Cuckold Contract This is a binding document between the Hotwife (Ashley), cuckold (Timothy), and Alpha male (Michael). ...
Yumi: Now You Full
Setting the Stage Over the last two months, I have been recounting my erotic journey with Yumi–a beautiful, married Asian esthetician. In Yumi: Wax On, Wax ...
Yumi: You Special
Setting the Stage Yumi: You Special is the third post in an ongoing true story. In Yumi: Wax On, Wax Off, I describe the fun ...
Hammer of the Gods (A Digital Art Video)
As I work through the psychology of my sexual history and relationships with women, I have often wondered if I wanted to fuck every ...
Personality: Strengths Finder
My primary charter for the Dionysian Experience is a journey towards deeper meaning and self-awareness against the backdrop of my relationships with women. I aspire ...
Yumi: A Delicate Dance
Setting the Stage In Yumi: Wax On, Wax Off, I introduce the benefits I enjoy from waxing. You can find the entire Yumi series ...
An Officer and a Gentleman
It seems like a lifetime ago… I am a newly commissioned military officer at my first duty assignment. The ratio of men to women on ...
Romantic Love: Hearts on Fire
This post builds on The Seven Loves: An Introduction. In that discussion, I briefly look at the Triangle of Love (passion, intimacy, and commitment) and how ...
American Gigolo: Rise
This story picks up where American Gigolo ended. In that post explore the influence of the movie “American Gigolo” on my sexual awakening. As that ...
Dionysus – An Introduction
The ancient Greeks left us with spectacular architectural design, art, literature, and philosophy that still influence us some 2,500+ years later. But, what of their ...
Hestia vs. Aphrodite: Cognitive Dissonance
Exploring the archetypal influence of Hestia and Aphrodite on men and women and the resulting potential for cognitive dissonance within each of us and our relationships.
Yumi: Wax On, Wax Off
Setting The Stage This is the first post in a series dedicated to my journey with Yumi. It begins with an impromptu and rather ...
American Gigolo
If you are a woman that has fantasized about being with a man other than your lover (while he watches, participates, or in private) my ...
The Seven Loves – An Introduction
What is love? This post briefly explores the seven forms of love though the "Triangle of Love" theory. By understanding the "forms" we are able to see and anticipate the progression of love though different stages.
Origin – Shadow
We are all on a heroic journey, and every journey has its origin. This is mine. In this post I explore a childhood event through the concepts of shadows and persona.
Naughty Santa
A couple years ago Sienna engaged in some naughty story telling during Christmas while she was away visiting family. As you might expect, this story ...
Video: Naughty Angel (Dominant Cuckold)
Erotic video exploring a lesser known variation in cuckold play–the dominant cuckold. Video: GQ Spain, Mine Song: Portishead, Glory Box Video Mix by The ...
Cuckolding – Interracial Wife Breeding
In this post, I explore the fridge fantasy known as "wife breeding". It is a fantasy that pushes cuckolding and erotic humiliation to their edge. Highlights include an erotic vignette where I discuss the fantasy with my lover and her reaction to the thought of having her black bull's baby inside her.
Cuckold Interview With KC
Cuckold Corner is a series exploring interracial cuckolding as a sexual kink. Join me as KC describes why he and his fiancé finds interracial cuckolding so arousing.
The Cuckold Corner with Joshua
Setting the Stage Neuroscientists Ogi Ogas and Sai Gaddam analyzed one billion sex-related search terms as research for their 2012 book, A Billion Wicked Thoughts. ...
The Cuckold Corner with Henry
Black Mystique is a new series exploring interracial cuckolding as a sexual kink. Join me as Henry describes why he finds interracial cuckolding so arousing.
Amber’s Cream Pie
Could I actually complete this odd but incredibly erotic humiliation by swallowing his sperm from my lover's pussy? Was it not enough that I had just watched this hung black guy fuck my woman and know she just experienced the best sex of her life? Did I have to add to the erotic humiliation?
Sienna – Point of No Return
We were fortunate. When a couple decides to experience a sexual fantasy, there is no guarantee for a positive outcome. Some discover it may have ...
Sensual Shadows – It’s Lust Lunch
My lover gives me a hot blow job while describing a fantasy she has about a black man she recently met during a lunch.
Sensual Shadows – A Knowing Wink
Experiencing her first big black cock can change a woman's day-to-day perspective. For example, my lover is going about her day and is suddenly turned on after a young, handsome black man flirts with her. She and I exchange some erotic messaging around this fleeting interaction.
Black Cock Sensations – Decadent Pleasure
This post contains several conversations where Sienna describes the sensation of having a big black cock inside her and how it compares to my cock.
Black Cock Sensations – The Fullness
This is one of several posts that features my lover describing the sensation of having a big black cock inside her.
Black Cock Sensations – Pleasantly Tender
It is the morning after my lover experienced her first big black cock. Look in as she describes how her pussy feels as she is boarding the plane for a flight home.
The Sexual Hierarchy – Sienna’s Confession
"You acknowledge the sexual hierarchy by licking his cum from my pussy. My sexy lover with a smaller white cock shares in the bliss of the Black Bull fantasy with the white sexual Goddess–YOUR woman. My forever white lover sets me free to fulfill my lustful cravings for black men." ~ Sienna