My first time with Sienna (Home at Last) surpassed even my most dreamy fantasies. In the immediate afterglow, the intoxicating swirl of romance and passion are all around me. Unfortunately, it will be a month before I rest my eyes upon this beautiful woman again. Traveling home, I wondered if Sienna had felt the same magic last night? She answered my question by sending a message that she made it home safely and really enjoyed our evening. We text off and on throughout the day. Later that night, a photo drops in:

Sienna sent me a nude photo that was so hot it is a miracle my phone didn’t catch on fire. I had been bold in approaching Sienna, and now she was being bold. Last night, I drank in the visuals of her naked body like it would be the last time I would ever see a woman naked. Those memories, seared in my mind forever, along this photo will have me doing the five-knuckle shuffle many times over the next month. Sienna is already casting her magical feminine spell on me.

Sienna has my undivided attention, but it is more than physical attraction. I feel like our souls have been doing a delicate dance for months, and now we are united in such a magnificent way. With so much energy flowing between us, being apart for thirty days seems like a lifetime. Ironically, this time and space is a gift.

As days pass by, not being able to touch one another forces us to spend all of our time talking and deepening our relationship beyond the physical urgency often experienced between new lovers. Sienna exposes me to some fascinating spiritual and psychological concepts, but our conversations aren’t always so cerebral. Our passion easily bridges the miles and each new day is filled with hot, steamy phone sex and sexting. We are acting like love-struck, horny teenagers. We are illuminated.

What I love about this period is our innocent, deliberate falling into each other. XO. We were both feeling each other out and testing the waters. I remember having such an overwhelming feeling of safety and trust in you. It was intense! This vulnerability has only deepened over time. ~ Sienna

As our trust and connection deepened, we began to open up about sexual fantasies. I had picked up on Sienna’s submissive behaviors during our first night together so it was no surprise when she expressed submission as a long-held desire. She shared her desire shyly at first while gauging my reaction. Then, she unleashed the full erotic power of the fantasy. 

“My love, I want you to dominate me. Be firm and tell me how you will take me. Tell me what I should do to please my man. If I tell you “No”, be firm and in a commanding voice say, “Don’t tell me no!” I want you to hold me down and fuck me hard! Tell me what you are going to do and orchestrate what you want with me. You have my heart and soul…and now you command my body. If I fight back, hold me tighter and fuck me even harder!” ~ Sienna

Learning of Sienna’s desire for me to dominate her…well, it blew my mind. My exposure to D/s play has been minimal but, if it makes Sienna hot, I was more than willing to step up to the challenge. The miles between us would make D/s play more challenging, but I had a few early ideas for tapping into Sienna’s submissive desires.

I enjoy erotic body writing and have always found it really hot when a woman writes my name on her pussy. Of course, Sienna’s pussy is MINE now so I would frequently have her mark it properly and send my photos of her penmanship.

Another task was for her to groom her pussy or “my pussy” for me. While I do have a preference about how my lover grooms her pussy, the more pressing matter at hand was asserting my control and that means change. I own her pussy and how she grooms it is now my choice, not hers. Given that Sienna had a pretty lil’ bush, it was time for her to shave it off – no hair on my pussy.

As more time passed and our conversations wandered, we found ourselves on the topic of anal play.

“Baby, I want to lay you down and kneel between your legs to worship your yummy cock. Cradling your cock and balls, I want to feel the heaviness of your manhood as I insert one finger…then two fingers in your ass as I milk your cock with my other hand and draw out your cum.” ~ Sienna

I don’t know what it is, but I’m always surprised when a woman wants to slip a finger (or two) inside my smooth, hairless ass and Sienna wants to do this. Fortunately, it isn’t only my ass that is on her mind. Sienna bashfully admits that she has fantasized about sex in her “tight space” (anal) but never experienced it. She is curious if would be okay with that?

Sienna seemed to blow my mind daily with her revelations, and this one was an immediate mind bender. I actually have the most beautiful woman in the world asking me if I will fuck her in the ass and take her anal virginity? Being a selfless lover, I agree to make her fantasy a reality. I mean, who am I to deny a woman’s deep desire? Oh, the sacrifices and lengths I will go to please a woman. With my encouragement, Sienna sinks deeper into her anal desires.

“I want you to slowly push an anal plug into my tight space. Turn me on my side and slowly ease it in as you look at my ass and pussy. Spank me. Everything you see and feel…it is all yours to take you as please. Tell me what you are doing each step of the way, tell me what you feel, and then fuck me deep in my ass with your cock!” ~ Sienna

Commanding Sienna’s submission and taking her anal virginity begin to dominate my thoughts and our fantasies as we weeks pass by. She is equally excited and encouraging.

“Fuck me into submission Baby, and tell me what a good girl I am. After fucking me hard and dominating me, I want you to love me and hold me tight…cradle me in your strong arms and nurture me after you have fucked me raw and deeply. Sweet love, let’s dream our dreams and drift off together into our sensual shadows.” ~ Sienna

Additional desires also emerge. Exhibitionism is something I have always enjoyed and, while Sienna has done it before, it seems she may be open to it. Her openness to sharing nude photos is an early indication. Another mention came in the form of a workout vignette. Sienna fantasized about participating in a trail running event and slipping off into the woods to fuck. She loved the thought of finishing the run with my cum running down her inner thighs…visible to anyone that might be looking. This would certainly put the “running” in trail running.


Another interesting desire came in the form of shoes. Sienna is very stylish, and I have always admired that about her. She wants to bring her fashion sense into the bedroom and have me bend her over and take her while she’s wearing those sexy boots she was wearing in the first photo she sent me. Again, I am a generous man and will indulge her decadent desires. Is it just me or do all men love fucking women in high heels or knee-high boots? It is a powerful visual, and I am into it.

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Sienna’s revealed her fantasies slowly and softly over countless, lengthy conversations during our first month. She was shy, but I worked hard to create a safe space for her to share anything with me. One element of our early exploration I really savored was how vivid her desires became after I responded positively to her naughty confessions and encouraged her. She has repressed her sexual desires over the years, but it is clear to me that she longs to release the fullness of her sexuality.

It was so good to talk tonight as we examined the depths of our innermost thoughts, dreams, and desires. I loved the flow of our conversation and hope it wasn’t too heavy. I’m not an inexperienced woman, just not fulfilled in the right way. I AM A SEXUAL GODDESS and I want to BE a sexual goddess! Thank you for allowing me to fulfill the calling of my inner goddesses. I want to be your Aphrodite and Hestia together as one. I love you, Michael! ~ Sienna

There is something special about sharing fantasies and experiencing them together for the first time with shared innocence and wonder. I feel like everything I have experienced prior to Sienna has only been preparation for this moment in time. Sienna’s inner Aphrodite is truly divine and so deliciously naughty. Yet, it is her sweet angelic spirit and nurturing Hestia that will always be my home. I want to explore and fulfill her every desire – in every way, on every level. Here in our sensual shadows, she could become my love of a lifetime.

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Suggested Reading:

Sensual Shadows: Chronology – The chronology, brief post descriptions, and links to my loving, erotic journey with Sienna.

17 thoughts on “Sensual Shadows: 30 Days (Sienna’s Fantasies)

  1. I do tend to receive a good response when I wear what my friends have nicknamed my “stripper boots”. This seemed like a different tone then what you normally write and it definitely comes across quite easily how much you care about her. I think I can relate to this

    “She was extremely bashful and it took a lot of coaxing and creating a safe space for her to talk about them. Like many women, she had repressed her sexual desires. She worried about being judged but longed to be sexually free and knew what she craved” because I myself have struggled with it.

    Amazing work as usual though. ❤️

    1. She is gone now, but I want to tell the story we shared on our blog and finish it. It is a love story but filled with plenty of hot kinks as you will soon see. 😈 Your struggle with feeling free to release your sexuality is so real for so many women. It is amazing and sad. But, I think you are getting better at it I hope.

      1. With time I hope to be better at it. But you can only be hurt so many times before you start to go back into you shell.

    2. Oh, and you should share more about your stripper boots…like a photo 😛

      1. Now why would I do that? It’s fun to tease you 😈😘

        1. And you should see how well you do it… ☺️😘

          1. You let it effect you so 😘. If you have some time you should check out my Art of Dance posts. I think you’d enjoy/have an opinion on them

  2. Oh my 🙈molto caldo

    1. By the way I don’t speak Italian I just know those two words. Which mean very hot 😃

      1. I had to look it up and thought maybe it was Spanish too 😛I’m glad you like it though but sorry it makes you blush… I think you might be peeking through those hands covering your eyes 😈

    2. Mmmm, so sweet yet so naughty…love it 🔥

  3. I have missed you my friend and your awesome splendor at getting me all worked up..this is amazing!! I couldn’t find you for months. Hope all is well in your domain..I’ve been catering and it takes majority of my time these days.❤💋

    1. Awww, so glad to see you here again! ❤️ I have missed your radiating heat that fires this this place up 🔥Sounds like things are going well for you but hope you still have time to tend to your desires 😈I’ve seen some post so I suspect you have…

    1. Mmmm, didn’t know you had such lingering desires…but so very hot 🔥😘

  4. You two are so sexy and I love you sharing Sienna’s beautiful body with the world.

    1. Thank you Larry, it would be a great disservice not to share her beauty with others. So glad you enjoyed…more to come.

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