Sensual Shadows: First Big Black Dildo Experience

The revelation of my cuckold fantasy to Sienna went even better than anticipated. She found the fantasy of being with a well-endowed black man erotically intoxicating, and it quickly became a central theme in our erotic storytelling. With our next weekend get together approaching, I wanted to add a physical element to our fantasy play and decided to purchase a large, realistic looking black dildo. Later, when we met in Chicago, I debuted our new toy. What follows is a recollection from Sienna describing that first experience.

Sienna writes:

It’s raining outside and cool. I have the window slightly cracked and the sound is so sensual and romantic. I am snuggled in and imagining us together…I would love nothing more than your warm lips on my mouth. I crave your kisses, Michael ❤️ I’m Craving Us!!!! Mmmmm!

I was reading one of our stories about Chicago that you wrote so beautifully. I’m loving you so much right now in my heart and mind! The story brought back a memory I want to share with you. We were in Chicago…kissing and enjoying some fun, loving play. I was sucking your yummy cock when you first showed me the big black cock toy. You wanted us to play with it. I remember feeling a bit overwhelmed by the size and was worried it might not feel good.

While I didn’t initially equate a sense of pleasure with it, your excitement was making it hot for me! I remember how you put it against my stomach and took a photo. It came so far up my stomach, and I didn’t think there was any way I could fit it all inside me. I was also struck by the contrast…the darkness against my white skin made me feel like such a naughty girl. It was very exciting!

You handled me gently as you started to tease me with it. You were right by my side touching and holding me as you started to part my lips with the large head. It appeared so thick and long that I couldn’t imagine a sensation of pleasure with the image before me. Yet, as we played and sensually kissed, a virgin-like appreciation for what was to come began to rise within me.

I remember the sensation and intensity of the full, deliberate parting of my lips as I struggled to accommodate its width. The tonality of your voice deepened as you whispered in my ear and the pleasure sensors within my body were immediately awakened. With time, I relaxed and my silky wetness began to coat the large black cock as I accepted the fullness of this erotic gift deep inside me. My fear of an unpleasurable experience began to fade and was soon replaced with erotic sensations and ecstasy!

Baby, I was loving you so deeply as you filled me so full and deep with that Big Black Cock. I knew you were thinking about another man having me, and it was the first time I was with you while fantasizing about what it would be like to have another man inside me. I remember feeling such emotional and physical intensity around this.

Even as you sexually ravaged me with that black cock, you were so close…adoring and nurturing me with your love!!!! I knew the layers of this experience were deep for you, and I was still learning your fantasies. I felt drawn into you so deeply with the sharing of such intimate, vulnerable thoughts you whispered deeply in my ear. Our erotic swirl was all around me and YOU made me cum so hard!!! I love you and the depth of the fantasies we’ve explored.

You have my heart and soul, Michael!!!!! xoxoxoxoxo

My Reflections:

While there was an abundance of eroticism surrounding this moment, one of the things that most touched me about Sienna’s recollection of our experience was how she went to great lengths to connect the experience to “us” and our soulful connection. This love-lust connection is important in any relationship and relates to all sexual fantasies, not just cuckolding. If our lover feels safe and secure in our love, she is more likely to be open to exploring our fantasies. It will excite her to turn her man on and please him as she also pursues and indulges in her own pleasure seeking.

Even though Sienna wasn’t actually cuckolding me with another man, this served as a great intermediate step towards potentially bringing our new fantasy to life. It was her first time having something that large inside her and she seemed to really enjoy the added sense of fullness the toy provided. It also gave Sienna a chance to at least begin thinking about being with another man under the right situation for her. Her desire to be with another man is closely intertwined with the pleasure we feel around it as part of our naughty adventure as a couple. Through this experience, she was able to feel my genuine arousal in a intimate way as we explored the cuckold fantasy.

I remember being so turned on as this experience unfolded. Sienna has always seemed so angelic, soft, and sensual. She was like a dream that had come to life and was so very compelling. The vision of Sienna laying with her long, sexy legs spread and pretty pink lips stretched so wide and tight around such a large black cock stood contrasted wildly with my angelic vision of her. I lay there mesmerized as intense ecstatic releases rocked her mind and body. She was opening up to the fullness of her sexuality and our cuckold fantasy was taking flight.

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Suggested Reading:

• Interested in reading more about my loving, erotic journey with Sienna? You can find the chronology with descriptions and links to each story here – Sensual Shadows – Chronology.
• Cuckold Psychology – The Essentials: Key posts exploring the underlying sexual psychology of cuckolding