As this story unfolds, Sienna and I are several months into our Sensual Shadows blogging journey. Since we started blogging several months into our relationship, our stories were typically running on a delayed timeline. In other words, our relationship in real time was always several months beyond the stories we shared. Our first stories focused more on how we met and the sensual, loving aspects of our relationship. Our content eventually expanded to included sharing a few nude galleries of Sienna and our evolving D/s dynamic.
Even as we were first sharing our initial stories, our relationship and sexual fantasies were quickly evolving. At this point, the fantasy of Sienna experiencing a big black cock had emerged as our favorite shared fantasy. I was ready to make this revelation on Sensual Shadows and was eager to have it be a part of our ongoing story mix. I wanted Sensual Shadows to reflect the full spectrum of our desires. While I was ready to make this public, I wasn’t so sure how Sienna would feel about it. I would soon find out, but first a little context is needed.
Sharing my cuckold fantasy with Sienna (my desire for her to have sex with other men) had been an incredibly arousing experience (Introducing Sienna to Cuckolding). Her positive and sexy reaction to this revelation took the experience to an even higher level. It was a special gift to share my deepest sexual fantasy with the woman I was falling in love with and to learn she might actually be into it making it a reality.
Sienna processed cuckolding through the lens of a woman exploring her own submissive desires. She viewed the possibility of sleeping with another man as an act of submission to my desires. The only aspect that made her uneasy was if this meant that I also wanted to sleep with other women. I assured her this wasn’t the case at all. My fantasy was 100% focused on her sexual bliss – my pleasure would flow from her pleasure.
While cuckolding is at the top of my fantasy pyramid, I also enjoy exhibitionism and wanted to explore this with Sienna. As this related to our Sensual Shadows blog, sharing our loving, erotic journey in a public forum was form of exhibitionism. We had already shared a bit about our loving, romantic side on the blog and had recently dipped our toes into exhibitionism when sharing some of Sienna’s nude photos. I was incredibly proud of Sienna and wanted to show her off to the world.
Our first foray into exhibitionism was a simple assignment for my girl. I asked her to select a few favorite sexually provactive photos from our private collection and post them as a gallery (Photos for Sir). She was a good girl and completed her assignment. This allowed my sexy girl to dip her toes into exhibitionism and expanded the D/s aspect of our relationship.
Sharing her sexy photos also made me hot to think about other men lusting after her. Through engagement with male followers, these galleries allowed us to dip our toes into cuckolding. I personally avoided sharing nudes of myself to keep the focus on her. The last thing I needed was for her to have any feelings of jealousy or insecurities.
Next, I wanted to introduce the full spectrum our erotic layers – Sienna’s desire to be with well-hung black men and my desire to watch. Exploring these fantasies in private was one thing, and sharing it with our friends in the blogging community would turn up the heat even more. Beyond cuckolding and exhibitionism, this revelation would also served as a form of erotic humiliation for me. Whether it would be implied or directly stated, the takeaway would be that Sienna was craving more between her legs than my modest offering.
I’m feeling a bit edgy (mostly in a good way) about bringing up the topic of sharing our cuckold fantasy on our blog. I want to fuel Sienna’s sexual liberation but also want to protect her heart and innocent spirit. I need to make sure she is able to process her own feelings and internal swirl around sharing this fantasy in a public forum. To test the waters, I send her an image that suggests my intentions.
OMGosh!!! Baby! I love it! You are so naughty! I love the story that the image tells too – showing us together and also revealing our naughty secret.
Sienna’s reaction to the image is exciting. Anchoring the fantasy to our shared experience as lovers is an essential ingredient in our fantasy and makes the rest of what is shown even hotter. Sienna suggests the image tells a story, so I ask her to spell that story out in her own words.
Mmmm Baby, you know the story! Sometimes YOUR girl needs MORE…like a thick, juicy black cock! Are you okay sharing an image like this of me and everyone knowing your girl has a thing for hung black men?
Sienna’s response makes me moan and has me tugging on my quickly stiffening cock. It never fails to get me going when she so openly affirms her desire for “more”. Knowing we both like the image and the story it suggests is one thing. The real question though is if she is comfortable with me sharing this image publicly?
Yes!!! It makes my pussy gush just thinking about you sharing this!
I also wondered if she had any concerns about how others might react.
I think most girls will be jealous that my man allows me to experience this decadent indulgence within our loving relationship. As for the guys, I don’t really care what they think because I love you and you are 99.9 perfect for me! And, in the area where you do come up a “little short”, you provide other men to fill that void. I’m just not sure about how you feel about it?
Sienna’s reaction to sharing our fantasy publicly is an emphatic “Yes!!!” She characterizes the fantasy perfectly and really pushes my erotic hot buttons. As concerned as I was about her feelings, my girl is equally adoring in how she asks about my feelings. I let her know that I would feel a sense of pride in showing her off and having earned the love and affection of such a beautiful girl. I admit to also being turned on by the thread of erotic humiliation running through it. It would be clear to our friends that my cock is smaller than what she craves and this fills me with such an erotic rush.
Sienna pushes back on my perception and sees our public revelation playing out in a different way.
Baby, I don’t want you to feel shamed or humiliated. I have a very different reaction to it. I think of it as you being completely confident in yourself, in our relationship, and unselfish. You know that no matter how well another man fucks me, I am coming back to you. That is powerful! There aren’t many men in the world that would look for and provide men with larger cocks to fuck their girl. I am blessed to have a man that loves me so much and is willing to give me this gift of pleasure. You are my strong, sexy Man and I get the best of everything. I get you AND I get long, thick black cocks too! Share our story, Baby.
Well, it seems the stage is set and opening night is now upon us. The fantasy is a hot one for us, no doubt about it. I’m excited to include this as part of our experience but also recognize that it doesn’t define us. Sienna’s submission and exhibitionism are also essential erotic layers flowing through our relationship. And, most importantly, love is our foundation. Each of these will continue to flow through our Sensual Shadows. With that in mind, it is time for the unveiling.
The next post in this series is The Unveiling.