Sienna and I are about an hour away from meeting Jalen and our first cuckold experience. While tonight will be incredibly erotica, our pleasure will come from different sources. Sienna’s path to pleasure is clear and tangible. She will be the one being fucked and experiencing the largest cock of her life. My experience, in contrast, is mostly void of physical pleasure and almost entirely driven by the mind fuck.
I have done what I can to set the stage for Sienna’s erotic bliss. Now, I need to set the stage in order to maximize my own mind fuck. After watching Sienna model the new outfits she purchased for Jalen’s enjoyment, I suggest that we go down to the hotel bar for a drink. It’s a simple but purposeful request. Our hotel bar and lobby area along with the bar where we plan to meet Jalen will all become an extension of my erotic stage and mind fuck.
Sienna is striking even when wearing the most conservative outfit, but tonight her outfit is full on sexy and having an exponential effect on the attention meter. Exiting the elevator, I see and feel the eyes upon us as we walk through the lobby towards the hotel bar. There is a hot dynamic swirling through me. Typically, I feel a lot of pride in moments like this. I know the guys and girls are checking her out and probably making positive assumptions about me too. I have won the love and adoration of this goddess nestled in close in my loving arms.
The bellmen are checking her out with lustful eyes and the male bartender is captivated. The front-desk staff are polite and engaging. First impressions are registering. “Are you here for work or pleasure? Where are you guys from? Where are you going tonight?” The questions and potential replies swirl around in my mind. It will become clear to all of them soon enough. I am reserved in my responses to their questions, but Sienna is more expressive and already in performance mode. She replies, “We are definitely here for pleasure and hoping it is a big night…VERY big night!” She looks at me, “Right, baby? You’re giving me a big night?” I smile and nod in agreement as the tension builds and swirls within.
These early moments are setting the stage for my mind fuck. In a couple hours, I will be walking through this same hotel with the same staff around. They will experience a very different second impression when they see Sienna walking with a tall, muscular black man through this same lobby with me off to the side.
After finishing our drink, we head across the street to the pub to meet Jalen. We are about 20 minutes early and this is also part of my plan. I want to engage with our server a bit before Jalen arrives. I want him or her to first see us as a couple out for a romantic evening before flipping this perception upside down when Jalen joins us and Sienna begins flirting with him. I suspect that I will experience this moment as an intense form of erotic humiliation but other cuckolds might experience this differently.
Obviously, some men would have zero interest in cuckolding and would never engage with this on any level. Other men that enjoy cuckold might feel no humiliation at all as this scene unfolded in a public manner. As for me, it is going to feel embarrassing but also extremely arousing. I think this is because I feel so aware of societal expectations and “norms” when it comes to relationships. As a man, I experience cuckolding in a way that feels taboo. This makes it even hotter as I fight through the shame I feel not only being cuckolded but also when others know my lover is openly lusting after another man in front of me. It goes against everything I have been socialized to believe in, and that is why it is so damn hot!
Sienna has always been drawn to the scenarios I’ve created around us meeting her Bull in a public location. She is excited by thought of us being on a date when another man enters our space and beings handling her in a sexually playful manner. It makes her pussy wet knowing everyone around us first recognized us a couple and this perception suddenly changes to the realization that this other man is probably going to fuck her. Sienna has often fantasized about this very scenario and even shared a bit of this fantasy with Jalen a few weeks ago.
The buildup, anticipation, and crazy wonder is finally here! Michael and I are waiting at the bar, and each time I see someone enter the bar I look and wonder if it’s you. My back is now towards the door as Michael and I share a toast and a drink. My lips touch the rim of the glass as the soft silky underside of my bottom lip slides across the glass. I have always loved the feel of Michael’s slippery cock as it glides across my lips. Now, I imagine feeling this sensation under your plump, slippery head. Startled, I jump as I feel the embrace of a large encompassing hug! I look down to see the large dark hands around my torso firmly under my eager tits! Michael squeezes my thigh as he sees my body rise with the anticipation of our 3rd party pleasure…
Arriving at the bar, we are able to get a good seat out on the patio. We pull our chairs close together and are very touchy and loving with one another. Our waitress is friendly as she goes about taking our drink order in what must feel like a routine interaction. She has no idea how this will soon change. She is about to become part of the erotic tapestry I’ve been weaving. Being cuckolded in private is already intense, but there is an extra layer to the experience when others become aware of it. Tonight, our waitress, the bellman, bartender, and hotel receptionist will all become witnesses to my cuckolding.
Time passes. We enjoy our drinks and the waitress checks in on us a couple times. Finally, I get a text from Jalen that he is close. Sienna shifts in her seat, leans in and whispers, “I am so wet…my panties are soaked!” God, it is so crazy that Sienna is sitting beside me getting wet for another man…and telling me about it. A few minutes later, I see and call her attention to a tall, muscular black man approaching the pub. Sienna squirms. I know from the photos it is Jalen. I squeeze her thigh and kiss her cheek before standing up to go meet him at the patio entrance. We exchange a bro hug and a few pleasantries before making our way to tonight’s featured attraction – my girl, the lovely Sienna.
Sienna stands up and gives Jalen a big hug. She is flushed and we are all smiling like giddy kids doing something wrong but very exciting! The three of us have been blogging in the same circles for a over a year with frequent interactions and, more recently, a lot of steamy emails. We’ve shared a lot and feel like we know one another. After all the buildup, it is amazing that we are all actually together in person, finally.
Taking our seats, Sienna moves her chair away from mine and centers herself between me and Jalen. The conversation flows easily. The waitress stops by and takes Jalen’s order. Everything still looks pretty innocent – a couple having a drink with a friend. Jalen is completely dialed in on Sienna and pulls her chair next to him. He is signaling to everyone that Sienna is his for the night. My face feels flushed and my cock is about to rip through my jeans.
When our waitress returns, I can sense her confusion. She fumbles a bit as she places Jalen’s drink on the table. Jalen and Sienna are close and whispering…his hand on her thigh. Sienna is smiling and giggling in her sensual, naughty tone that I know so well. I seem to be the only one paying any attention to our server so she naturally turns to me and asks if this should be on one or two checks. “No, please put it all my bill.” Not only is he going to fuck my girl, I’m also paying for his drinks.
Sienna and I had spoke several times about a fantasy moment just like this. I was curious how Sienna would feel about it and what she thought the server might be thinking? Sienna felt like the waitress would be envious of her in such a moment. Sienna wanted another woman to anticipate the pleasure I was providing for her with the presumably larger cock of another man. Personally, I would have paid a hefty fee to know the server’s thoughts at this moment.
Sienna and Jalen are close and talking in whispered voices. It’s okay. This is really about them connecting and making sure they both feel comfortable taking the next step – going to our hotel room. His hand is higher on her thigh and I think she is touching his thigh. Judging by her reaction of surprise followed by a hot, dirty look…I think she may have just squeezed his hard cock under the table.
I watch as Sienna maneuvers around in her seat and slips a hand inside her pants. Then, she feeds a finger to Jalen. Wow! Did she just dip a finger inside her pussy and give Jalen a taste of her pussy? Jalen leans in and kisses her…right there in front of everyone on the now crowded patio. I’m sweating with embarrassment as I subtly scan the room. People are watching. My erotic humiliation deepens. Sienna breaks from the kiss and gives me a naughty, almost surprised look and says, “Wow, okay, I’m ready to leave!”
After closing out the check, we begin our short walk to the hotel. It seems to naturally end up with me in front and leading the way with Sienna and Jalen trailing behind. I keep looking back at them. Jalen’s hand is at times around her waist and at other times gripping her ass. They are acting like they are the couple, and I’m feeling like the third wheel. That said, I am sooo turned on seeing the way she is reacting to be handled by another man.
Everything feels surreal. It is like sticking your face out of the car window while driving fast on a cool summer night. My eyes are blurry, my heart is pounding, and everything feels so alive and wired. The bellmen greet me at hotel entrance. “Welcome back, sir.” The erotic swirl deepens as I pass and the bellmen welcome Sienna back to the hotel. The ladies at the reception desk greet me. “Well, that was a fast evening?” I respond, “No, the night is just getting started.” Sienna follows close behind joined at the hip Jalen and echos my statement.
I can only imagine the thoughts rushing through their minds. They had all seen this gorgeous woman in my arms enjoying some romantic time with me. Now, another man has her in his arms and is groping her ass as we walk through the hotel lobby. Everyone knows I’m about to watch him fuck her.
I push the elevator button and wait impatiently for the door to open. The erotic swirl is intense. Behind me, Jalen and Sienna are still making out and I can tell she is really into him. She had once been so adamant about not wanting to kiss another man. It is interesting how her feelings have evolved around this. I scan around and people are looking at us. The rush of embarrassment and humiliation that I experienced at the bar and here at the hotel is far more intense and deeper than I had anticipated. I’ve clearly reached my exposure limit. What I want more than anything in this moment is to get into the elevator and behind closed doors.
They continue to kiss in the elevator and are tightly connected as we make our way to the room. My hands are shaking with excitement as I reach for the key and open the door…
To be continued
- Sensual Shadows – Chronology and Links: Brief descriptions and links to stories about my loving and erotic journey with Sienna
- Erotic Humiliation – Explore the psychology of erotic humiliation and several sexual kinks associated with it.
- Cuckold Psychology – The Essentials
- Cuckold Corner – The Interviews: Brief descriptions and links to interviews with men and women who enjoy cuckolding and kinks commonly found in cuckolding