Cuckold Corner – Lilah On Cock Size – The Dionysian Experience

Welcome to The Cuckold Corner. This is a series of interviews with men and women interested in or curious about the cuckold lifestyle (female half of couple is free and encouraged to sleep with other men). During these interviews, I try to get a feel for the erotic layers flowing their cuckold fantasy and how it is similar to or different from more “common” cuckold fantasies. In this edition, I had a chance to speak with Lilah who was my lover at the time. Cuckolding and small penis teasing (a form of Erotic Humiliation) were already well established in our sexual play. This interview focuses on the evolution of Lilah’s desire for men with big cocks. Note: I have an anonymous cock-size poll for men (self-reported size) and women (cock-size preference) available if you want to participate: Cock Size and Preference Poll.

Cock Size – Evolution of Desire

Lilah and I are enjoying the erotic afterglow of her experience with Theo – an incredibly endowed man with a very thick and legitimate ten inch cock. After going through the juicy details of her experience, we end up having a rather thoughtful discussion on the topic of cock size. We decide to have a little fun with the topic by turning into an interview for the Cuckold Corner. Specifically, I wanted to explore how her desire for big cocks has evolved since we began seeking out well endowed men for our cuckold experiences.

Michael – Can you share a high-level statement to readers about how your feelings around cock size have changed from when we first met to now?

Lilah – Before meeting you, I had only been with a few men. Between you and them, I now realize that my sexual experiences had been limited to men with small to average cocks. However, even those seemed large at the time because I didn’t know any better. It wasn’t that long ago when my reaction to a photo of large cock would have been, “No way, I can’t handle that!” I wouldn’t have even wanted to try. Now look at me! Through your patience, support, and encouragement for me to see well-hung men, I now know how amazing a big dick feels!! Now when I see a big cock, I’m thinking “gimme”!!!! 🤗😈😈🔥🔥

Michael – Mmmm, that’s my girl. Your craving for bigger cocks is something you have really grown into. I can remember when you thought I actually had a big cock and would often make references to its large size. Obviously, that doesn’t happen anymore.

Lilah – Oh, I didn’t realize this until just now and not sure how this realization makes me feel. I remember doing that but, you’re right, don’t do it now. I guess it’s just our new reality – I have experienced bigger cocks and do love the way they make feel. I know it makes you hot for me to talk about it so I feel like it is okay to share my thoughts with you, but it’s true.

Michael – It does make me hot, and it is even hotter because I know you mean it. Opening you up to the possibility that you might actually enjoy a larger cock wasn’t easy. I want to share an interesting exchange we had a few months ago before cuckolding and small penis teasing had fully risen in our relationship. I sent you the chart below on women’s cock-size preferences. Your initial reaction follows the chart. I’ll give you a moment to take this in again.

“Wow. But what is that based on? You’re fringe E-D range? That’s so not true!!! This is a small penis kinkster’s dream but wildly inaccurate! I don’t like this chart at all!!! Trying to tell me my man’s cock is not enjoyable. It’s bullshit!! 🤬 You are very enjoyable and your cock feels sooooo good inside me! I know you know your cock is a good cock. These are just preferences from women with big cavernous pussies! To say that your cock is barely on the line of pleasurable is just ridiculous to me! It’s one thing for me to tease you because I know you enjoy it. It’s another thing for a chart like this or other women (when they don’t know you are into SPT) to say you are small. Their intentions are different and could be hurtful. I don’t want anyone to hurt your feelings. Besides, most cocks I’ve encountered aren’t as big as you so, at least in my experience, you’re not that small.” ~ Lilah

🔍 Closer Look – Lilah reacted negatively to the chart when first exposed to it and came to my defense. She is okay with teasing me about having a small penis within the context of our sexual play but didn’t like the idea that someone was characterizing my cock as small and less enjoyable. Part of this is because she loves me and wants to protect my feelings. Part of it is because her experience with me didn’t reflect the chart’s claims. I also suspect her sense of pride in her man’s endowment was at play. I will try to explore these considerations in this interview.

Michael – You’ve had a few more big-cock experiences now, sexy girl. Would you agree that this isn’t as far off as you once imagined?

Lilah – I agree 🤭 Wow. I’m shocked actually! That’s crazy!!! Omg. I like bigger dicks than even the ideal and I used to be like, no way!!! Now I know!!! 🔥🔥😈 Wow! Theo is even bigger than ideal!! But, I can take him and really, really enjoy it!! 🤭 Mmm!! 😈😈🔥

🔍 Closer Look – This chart was likely created by someone into a kink known small penis humiliation and doesn’t reflect a scientific analysis of women’s preferences. The relatively low pleasure scores around the true “average” cock size seem a bit extreme based on my experience. However, there may be some validity to the “Ideal” size and pleasure associated with a cock that falls into that pleasure zone range. I’ve watched past lovers experience cocks like that and seen first hand how incredibly they responded. I knew that if Lilah ever experienced a thick 9” cock, she would have a different appreciation for this chart. Clearly, she does now.

Michael – I have sometimes wondered if a woman feels an extra sense of pride knowing her man is hung? Even if she doesn’t feel pride about her man being large, is there any embarrassment that comes with her man being small?

Lilah – You are right about the sense of pride. We feel pride in our men in a lot of ways though. I’d rather have a man who is outwardly a gentleman and a hottie (that’s you) more than having a big dick in his pants (that’s not you 😛).

Michael – I get that. All things being equal, would a large cock feel like a bonus and be something you might want to tell your close girlfriends?

Lilah – All things being equal, you are perfect.

Michael – Sexy girl, you are so sweet, and I appreciate this. I don’t doubt your love or the amazing sexual energy we share. I’m just trying to zero in on something and appreciate your patience and insight. Suppose a man is a gentleman and a “hottie”…do you think a woman would feel an even greater sense of pride if he was hung? Is this something a woman would share with her girlfriends?

Lilah – Cock size is less prominent in the big picture, but my man’s endowment could be a source of pride.

Michael – So, given my size, it isn’t something you bring up with your friends?

Lilah – I don’t talk about sex with a lot of my girlfriends but do with some of them. They know I sleep with other men occasionally and that you like it when I do that. But, I don’t tell them you have a little penis. It would feel embarrassing to me. They might think I was mean for saying it or think bad things about me because I crave big dicks. Fortunately, I don’t really have to really worry about any of this. I have bragged on your cock and how it’s perfect for me. Every time I show your cock to someone they tell me how big it is and express their appreciation for it.😋😈 I am still able to get that sense of pride from my man’s endowment. 😎🔥😈 Your cock really is perfect for me, baby! ❤️🍆

🔍 Closer Look – It appears a man’s endowment, if he is hung, could be a source of pride for some women. However, she is less likely to bring it up if her man is less endowed. She may focus on other attributes, characteristics, or performance factors (e.g., being good a eating pussy or great with his hands). Some women may also be concerned about a possible social stigma associated with admitting they crave big cocks. I think this stigma may be fading a bit because I see quite a few references to it in popular culture. The last angle on this theme is a concept known as “outing”. For men that enjoy small penis teasing, some will experience an erotic rush when his lover tells her girlfriends he has a small penis. It creates erotic tension in the man’s mind when others know his “little” secret…especially if he occasionally interacts with those women.

Michael – Thank you Sweetheart, that was an incredible response. Let me approach cock size from another angle. How do you feel knowing you can handle a big cock? Does it make you feel more sexually accomplished and capable? More womanly?

Lilah – It does make me feel so womanly to be able to handle even the biggest cocks! Not too long ago, I would’ve been wide-eyed and scared thinking there was no way I could take a cock like Theo’s let alone even having the desire to be filled with so much cock. Now I feel so… enlightened almost, to know that I can have a long, thick cock inside me and get sooo much pleasure from it. 🔥🔥 And, I absolutely LOVE that you love it too and get so much pleasure from my pleasure and from being cuckolded. His cock is triple the size of your cock, baby! 🤭😈🍆🍆🍆

Michael – Your description about feeling so womanly…mmmm baby! That made me so hard the first time I read it, and the second…and the third time. I love the idea of another man making my girl feel more womanly and better able to experience the fullness of your sexuality. You know, he really is probably 3 of my cocks…maybe even four. Twice as thick I’m sure and almost twice as long. That is a lot of man to handle inside you.

Lilah – Baby, I have been thinking about Theo’s cock nonstop since I left his bed. I keep thinking about how full I felt and how I kept coming and coming…and coming. Theo made me cum so good and so many times on his big dick!!! I was an eye-rolling, sweaty, gasping, moaning mess of a girl – fucking this man with such a superior cock! I’m still so turned on and can’t believe how much I crave big dicks now!

Michael – Sounds like you might want to see Theo again?

Lilah – Oh my god, yes!!! I can’t wait to see him again, but don’t think I’ll see him again this week. As much as I loved fucking him, I understand that big cocks can’t be an everyday thing. It couldn’t be, not that dick! I was sooo sore last night that I wanted to shove an ice pack in panties! I’m still soooo sore this morning! My pussy hurts! 😰🔥🍑😈 God baby!! I definitely feel like I had the biggest dick of my life last night, and I do want more! But, honestly baby, he’s an every once in a while dick. I’m thinking maybe twice a month? My pussy needs a break and time to recover! 😬🔥🍑 I never thought I would ever say that about sex! Then again, I’ve never had such a man-sized cock inside me before either.

Michael – Would you say your recovery is a little different with me?

Lilah – Baby, you have a perfect cock for everyday use – my perfect cock! Your penis, is sweet and little and gives me bunches of orgasms. We can fuck for hours and hours and my pussy feels amazing afterwards! It’s just sometimes, I need more. I need a real cock that stretches my pussy so good and makes me feel every long, thick inch as it slides in and out of me. While I’m feeling very, very sore today, this is how a woman should feel after getting fucked hard by a such a manly cock. I can only do this every once in a while though because he has a huge cock!!! It cannot, at allllll, be an everyday cock!!!

Michael – Mmmm, you’re still my sweet, sexy little girl but you now have womanly needs that can only be filled by men with real cocks…and you definitely had one last night. It seems your cock size preferences have gone through an evolution and you now have an appreciation and desire for big cocks. I’m excited about the possibilities with him.

Lilah – Me too, Baby! I had such an amazing experience with Theo, and I’m so glad I have a man who wants this kind pleasure for me! This is so different from any relationship I ever had and so against what society expects of women. But, that is part of what makes it all so hot, fun, and amazing to share with you! 🔥💞

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