The Dionysian Experience
Sensual, Thoughtful, and Very Naughty
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[…] Interview with Carol Ann – Carol describes what led her to secretly cuckold her husband with a young black man and what that experience was like. […]
Very hot. I’m the offspring of an interracial marriage. But Asian and European. Not black and white. I do have a white (Australian) husband! So… there’s that I guess? Lol
Thanks so much for the visit. Relieved to see a comment from a woman that this was hot. I’ve been hesitant to post this as a new release (instead of just backdating it and burying it in my archives. So, really appreciate it! 🙂 Your blog looks great…I’m a new follower now or I guess a new member of the cult of Kim.
I love that You are one of the earliest of followers. I have a thing with names and Michael is a name that holds great significance to me.
Thank you, it is a treat to follow you. And, I am honored that you are here.
This was very interesting. I especially liked the part about good girl and sexy girl. That is a difficult hurdle for women to overcome
So true. I think it is confusing for men too as we have conflicting views about what we want in a lover or in how a woman wants to be treated. Communication is an obvious answer but these topics aren’t always the easiest topics to discuss and puts us in a vulnerable position if we experience rejection or are shamed for our desires.
My husband also found himself divided. He could not understand his desire to see me with black men.
Early on when this desire was just taking hold, I felt ashamed every time I came thinking about. It is amazing now to realize the popularity of interracial sex and interracial cuckolding in the world of kinks.
My husband also felt very ashamed in the beginning. Now he’s proud of wanting me to be intimate with black men.
I also found myself divided between the good white wife and the dirty white woman.
Which do you prefer. You probably have days wanting one and other moments desiring to be the other.
Yes, I do. Some days, in fact most of the time, I am the good wife. Fortunately me lets me have sex with a black man who gives me what my husband can’t give me.
Consider yourself lucky. Not many women have that opportunity.
Thanks for saying!! I can’t be reminded too often about my luck. I have been very lucky to have a man who really loves me. I grew up in a dysfunctional family, but now I have found true love. I am very grateful!
Very happy for the two of you.
Thanks! It’s much appreciated!
Both things are parts of me. I am both person. And I have come to love the “bad girl” as well. Thanks to my husband who supports me all the way.
Great that he supports you. This is an opportunity to take your love and connection to a whole new level.
You are a wise man. It’s great to meet understanding and open minded people. I appreciate your kind words very much. Thank you!
Yes, it is good to meet people who are open, Thank you
I wrote a non-cuckold post about this called Hestia vs. Aphrodite. These were Greek gods of the home and sexuality, respectively. Women have these two callings within them and they often appear to be in contrast. Cuckolding allows for a women to fulfill both callings.
You’re right. Cuckolding was the solution to the problem in our marriage.
I just Googled Hestia. I don’t think that I heard about her in high school.
I find it great that you use mythological figures as archetypes
Society reveres the Hestia archetype and, in many countries, denies Aphrodite. The ability of a woman to release her inner Aphrodite is a special gift.
I would call is true blessing for me AND for my husband. It’s great that we can leave the normal world and go to a place where we can just enjoy and play. It’s freedom.
Naughty just in time for Christmas 😉
Steamy good post and I liked it,
Yes, I’m still trying to move my blog to this location (I have it in two places right now). WP really jammed me when closed my blog. Sorry in advance for all the posts that may be dropping in here. I’m working hard behind the scenes and being a little inward focused. Look forward to catching up on your writing in the future…be patient with me. 😘
She has a serious craving doesn’t she? Do you have a thought on this topic, sexy girl that you are comfortable sharing? 🔥
I think is very interesting topic I mean that in a good way. I think people be able to be honest enough with themselves and a lover with what their desire is. And I do believe their are many who feel like they cannot because they feel pressure to be a “good girl or Gentleman”.
Also I found your post relatable in a way. I have never been watched niether watched anyone but I do like hearing the sounds other people make, and I don’t mind if people hear me. I think it’s very erotic.
You have a very sexy and open mind. I suspect this good girl/sexy girl dilemma is something you may have had to struggle with over the years. Personally, I think your sweetness and sexiness is blended perfectly 😘 I sitting here thinking about hearing your sounds…seeing you make them. ☺️🔥
Well thank you kindly I’ve leaned to balance the good girl/sexy girl in me. 😊
As far as the sounds well man noises during a sexy act makes it more sexy. Hearing a man growl is nice too. 🙈
And Mr. Michael you are a naughty man in a good way.
Very interesting read. For me as a white married woman who is very fascinated by black male sexuality, it’s great to hear how other white women describe their attraction to black males.
It is rare to get a such a candid glimpse inside the mind of woman who has this desire. I’m sure there was plenty she was holding back, but it was still fascinating and very hot. Too bad she couldn’t share it her husband.
I agree. Many couples are missing out on some very beautiful experiences due to the lack of trust and intimacy. It’s a pity because I love and respect my husband even more because he’s a cuckold. This takes a lot of courage that probably most men don’t have.
By the way, I love your amazing pictures. They illustrate the subject very well.
Thank you Christina, digital art is a passion of mine and love trying to bring my writings to life with these visuals. ☺️✨
Please post more IR digital art. My husband would like to post it on BlacktoWhite.net, but if he adds a link they are going to block him.
I would prefer that my art not be shared without a link. I work hard on these and don’t want them flying all over the internet.
I forgot to say this: I love the emphasis that you put on embracing “pleasure and ecstasy.” Your goal is to liberate us as sexual beings. Thanks for working on this.
Thanks to interracial cuckolding I have found out and come to accept that it’s OK to be horny as a married white woman. It’s OK that I desire to be fucked in rough way by a masculine, very well endowed dominant black male. It’s OK to be a “dirty” woman. What a relief. I don’t have to try to be someone that I am not. I am OK as I am. That’s an amazing feeling.
My husband loves me even more because I embrace my own strong sexuality.
He says: “I admire you because you have the courage to be who you are. You have the courage to be the real Christina. And I love your strong sexuality, your lust for big black cocks.”
Thanks, Hans. I love you!
“Pleasure and ecstasy”…yes. 🔥Dionysus was the Greek god of ecstasy and the Dionysian experience is something we too often deny ourselves. As you said, it is okay to have these primal desires to reach transcendent ecstasy. It calls to each of us in different ways and yours in the form of a masculine dominant black man. I share that same desire for women to experience that pleasure… 😈🔥Hans is a good man to embrace the journey with you.
“Pleasure and ecstasy”…yes. 🔥Dionysus was the Greek god of ecstasy and the Dionysian experience is something we too often deny ourselves. As you said, it is okay to have these primal desires to reach transcendent ecstasy. It calls to each of us in different ways and yours in the form of a masculine dominant black man with a big black cock. I share that same desire for women to experience that pleasure… 😈🔥Hans is a good man to embrace the journey with you.
I remember Dionysus from high school 😊 It’s a pity that our modern western world tries to fight this wonderful part of our nature.
I love Hans very much because he embraces the Dionysian parts of my nature. He says that he loves to see a true white Greek Goddess with most handsome extremely well equipped black man. He says that he ADMIRES and ADORES me because of my beautiful sexuality. And because I have the courage to do what WE want instead of what society tries to dictate.
You can imagine what my husband’s unconditional love and support means to me.
Hi Christina, thanks so much for this comment. I try to keep my works balanced in the true nature of Dionysus as an archetype. Our sexual kinks take many shapes and most are beyond what society deems appropriate behavior for polite society. Cuckolding is one form but there are others as well. The Dionysian nature is in all of us…men and women. It is about pleasure, ecstasy, joy, love, and transcendence.
It’s great that you use Greek/Roman mythology. After all cuckolding is an intellectual fetish 😊 In the beginning I was somewhat ashamed when I let go of any form of control and just enjoyed my Dionysian parts. My husband is a very caring and loving husband who makes love to me. My black boyfriend uses me, he takes me, he fucks me, and that makes me squirt a lot. Fortunately my husband and my boyfriend both find it very hot that I squirt a lot. Therefore I have learned not to be ashamed of myself.
I work as a teacher and I am glad that neither my colleagues nor my pupils know anything about me cuckolding my husband. As you put it, this is “beyond what society deems appropriate behavior”.
I talk to my husband about our conversation here, and he can see that it does me good to communicate with like-minded people. He likes your philosophical approach.
PS Is there any mythological figure that could symbolize Michael, my potent, well-endowed black boyfriend?
I have something that I’ve been using but don’t have my mind fully wrapped around it yet. I need to think through it a bit more. I used it in my Dionysus video – Thoughts Inside a Dream.
Just take your time 😊 We are looking forward to seeing more interesting texts from you.
It’s a relief to read intelligent things about cuckolding. That has certainly been a desideratum.
I have been reading your posts as a young black bull and all I can say is your black lover sound like a lucky man! I currently have a new cuckold couple (white) as I find there is nothing more sexually satisfying a married white wife it’s almost primal like!!
It does feel very primal 🔥I hope there will be many white wives that get to experience the sexual satisfaction you provide ♉️
Neither my husband nor you are the typical weak, poor losers who are normally portrayed in the stupid cuckold porn. You’re highly intelligent, well educated gentlemen. People should read more about this real aspect of cuckolds.
Thank you for this comment. I am on a mission to portray cuckolding in its true light as a kink that can be enjoyed by couples already in a loving, passionate relationship.
That’s a very beautiful mission. I hope that a lot of couples will seek information by reading your blog.
There are few good blogs. My husband and I miss Jinxypie.