As my journey with Sienna unfolds, there is an increasing amount of discussion about our fantasy of her sleeping with “other men”. Though I probably don’t mention it enough, our relationship was overflowing with loving, sensual layers. We savored the steamy, sensual interludes when we are only thinking about one another and passionately making love. We craved and longed for this deep, soulful connection with one another. It was the foundation from which everything else flowed and made the naughty adventures we shared even more exciting.
Once we reconnected in our sensual shadows, our naughty desires then took flight and the fantasy of her being with a well-endowed man often entered our erotic play. I loved sliding my hard cock in and out of her sweet, soaked pussy while deeply whispering a naughty story about another man fucking her. As much as I enjoyed this, Sienna seemed to love it even more and nothing made her cum harder.
Increasingly, the big dildo I purchased for our naughty exploration began to feature prominently in our sexual play. Where she had once been intimidated by the size, she now craved the full sensation it provided her. Increasingly, after we had made love and moved into the fucking phase, she would request that I use the dildo on her. Early on, she was hesitant to make this request. It was difficult for her to tell me that as good as my cock felt, she was craving a bigger cock to push her over the edge for her next round or orgasmic bliss.
Understandably, she worried that requesting something inside her other than my cock might hurt my feelings or make me feel inadequate. Experiencing my excitement in these moments, she quickly learned that such requests gave me and incredible erotic rush. It felt to me like she truly was desiring a more endowed man and this desire was leading us closer and closer to making our fantasy a reality.
While she loved having her pussy filled with the large dildo, she missed having my body against her and feeling my weight against her. I eventually figured out a way for her to experience both by wearing a strap on. If you have been reading my journey, you know I enjoy a bit of erotic humiliation. Strapping on a bigger cock to please my woman, at her request, filled me with such erotic heat.
And, after she was fully satisfied by her large black dildo, I would spank her ass hard for being such a naughty girl and fill her in a different way – with my creamy load.
During each of our getaways, I carved out time to have an erotic photo shoot or two with my sexy girl. I get quite an erotic rush from exhibitionism. Sharing my kinks with others and sexy visuals of my girl are also part of the exhibitionistic streak running through me. During one visit, she readily agreed to a session featuring her favorite toy and source of so many toe curling orgasms. She was also excited for me to share these on the blog we shared as a gallery. Sienna’s latent exhibitionism was beginning to surface and she enjoyed putting on a little show for others to watch.
I dig a little deeper into the psychology of exhibitionism in the post Exhibitionism – Exploring the Layers
The digital art creations that follow are inspired by photos I took that day:
I recall how turned on I was during the photo session and how hard it was to keep my hands off her and on the camera. Sienna posed and frolicked with the large cock. She would tease me about much bigger it felt in her hands than my smaller cock and how exciting it was to struggle taking such a big cock in her mouth.
Where she had once been overwhelmed by its size, now she loved the sensation of how it filled her so deeply.
My own excitement (not to mention Sienna’s anticipation) around the sharing of this gallery was much more than the rush of sharing nude photos. It also made me hot thinking about the other men that would be seeing my girl and knowing they wanted to fuck her. This definitely tapped into my cuckold fantasy. Also, by posing with a black dildo, Sienna was clearly communicating that it was another man’s cock she was fantasizing about. Having the woman I love sharing her naughty desires for another man in such a public way had me literally dripping with arousal.
Sharing Toying with the Fantasy (the original version had actual photos) on the blog I once shared with Sienna was an incredibly erotic experience. As I was importing and reading through comments from the original post, it really took me back in time to the moment we posted the original gallery. Sienna was excited but still a bit bashful in some ways. She didn’t know what to do with comments from the men and didn’t want them to think in any way that she wasn’t crazy about me. That would change in the future when she became more comfortable with what we were doing. Behind the scenes, we were discussing the reactions of the several men who commented and, privately, she did find it really exciting.
As for myself, I seemed to be a bit on the defensive in my replies to comments. I didn’t want things to get out of hand and scare Sienna, but also didn’t want to discourage or shut down any hot comments. I needed to ensure Sienna felt safe and comfortable with what was happening. Our north star in all our posts was to ensure that others understood our true love for one another…even when we fantasized about other men joining us.
It is also worth noting that Jalen made his first comments on our blog after we posted this gallery. I checked him a little and simply ignored some of his comments. Sienna didn’t engage with him at all but that would change as we get to know him better. Our interactions with him are notable because he will eventually become the first man man to sink his big cock deep inside my sweet, sensual girl.