The masseur moves confidently around the hotel room as he sets up his massage table and oils. His performance is almost almost convincing, but we all know the truth about this visit though. He is here to fuck you. You want to fuck him, and I want to watch him fuck my girl.

I can sense the swirl of nervousness and excitement around you as your eyes take him for the first time. This tall, dark, muscular man fits the vision of our fantasy perfectly. Wearing only a robe, you are nestled in tight against my chest. I gently left the robe up over your hips so our guest can glimpse your heavenly ass. You moans softly knowing another man is looking at your ass and bashfully bury your face deeper in my chest. Slowly and reassuringly, I turn my girl around to face him. I open your robe and unveil my lover’s womanly charms to another man.

Ohhh Baby, you are making me so crazy…I’m dripping! Mmmm, your girl is so hot and turned on but hesitant at the same time. You sense my nervousness, yet your warm, calming presence and loving voice slows my heart. There is a sense of calmness setting in all around me. I hear your sexy voice in my ear and it immediately makes me gush with wetness.

I run my hands along your hips and up to your full, beautiful breasts. Tweaking your straining nipples, I address our guest. “I love this beautiful woman, her pleasure is my pleasure and I want to watch you please her.” With that, I allow the robe to slip off your shoulders and fall to the floor. For the first time in your life, you are naked in a room with two men. One man loves and adores you while the other only wants to handle handle you like his personal fuck doll.

I’m longing to submit to your desire and give my Man what he needs. A rush of adrenaline comes over me with the thought of pleasing you. Sir, assure me that you will not leave my side. Your girl needs this affirmation.

I reassure my sexy girl that I will stay close and encourage you to fully enjoy the gift of this moment. This is my gift of pleasure to you and your erotic gift to me. It is OUR experience.

This turns me on as I realize YOU are truly the one in control. This thought makes me even wetter. I am only pleasing my Daddy and accepting the fullness of the pleasure given by another. I relax with a willingness to please and be taken by this handsome, physically imposing man.

I request that he undress to make himself more comfortable and join us. Drifting in an erotic haze, you squirm in breathless anticipation as he reveals his dark, muscular body. Soon, his long, thick cock is free and extends powerfully before him. Time seems to pass in slow motion as he moves closer…his hard cock bouncing strong and proud with each purposeful step. I feel the sudden tension in your body as he takes your milky white breasts into his large, dark hands. The contrast is spectacular.

For the first time since we met, another man is handling your breasts as his huge cock presses hot and hard against your tone, sexy stomach. The reality of another man’s presence is fully upon you, and it is much more than you are accustomed to. I am also breathing deep and heavy with a straining cock as I take us deeper into the experience. “Get on your knees, sexy girl.”

Yes Sir, I submit to you and kneel before another man.

Baby, I know you want to see another man’s cock on the lips of your girl. While I have also fantasized about this moment so many times, I will make it a reality and give myself in this way, for you. My fingers run up and down another man’s shaft…so long, thick, and heavy. He’s bigger than I’ve ever felt before. The contrast of my hands against his dark shaft is so visually exciting to me. The weight and thickness of his large cock is everything I hoped it would be…and more. I’m not even sure I can fit him in my mouth and couldn’t possibly fit him inside my tight pussy. The thought of him stretching me so wide makes me gasp. Daddy, he might be too big for your girl. I know seeing my lips softly wrapping around the head of his oversized cock and the contrast of his dark skin against my pale features excites you too. I open wide and take his tip in my mouth.

It is impossible to fully capture the erotic intensity of what I’m feeling. The woman I love with all my heart is accepting this gift of pleasure and bringing my most desired fantasy to life. It is a dizzyingly erotic, mind-bending experience. I am mesmerized by the sight of my sexy girl’s sweet lips wrapped around another man’s more substantial cock. His large hands grip your head as he moans his approval. He gazes deeply into the sparkling blue eyes of the blonde goddess kneeling before him with his big, veiny shaft buried in her sexy lips.

I have always been drawn to your eyes. It is like staring into eternity. I feel some angst as another man now holds your lust-filled gaze. The eyes and what I think of as soul gazing are such a powerful source of energy to me. In some ways, your eye contact with him and lack of eye contact with me is even more emotionally intense than it will be to watch him fucking you. I am craving your eyes on me while you suck his cock.

Baby, the eye contact is OURS. More importantly, it is our kindred spirit and deep sense of oneness in this moment that defines and binds US. I am submitting to your desire. Other men will take my pussy but only because you are giving me to them. My heart, however, will always belong to you alone.

Deeper and deeper, he slowly fucks your pretty mouth and full lips as you struggle to accommodate his manly thickness and length.

I can sense him wanting to be buried down my throat as far as he can go. As I lick around his large dark shaft, the contrast of the milky white juice on the end of his cock dripping against his black skin turns me on. Mmmm, I am sucking this man’s overpowering black cock and pleasing him. He begs for more and pushes his thick cock deeper and deeper in my mouth…beckoning for his satisfaction. Then, he pulls out and feeds me his balls one by one. They fall into my mouth almost gaging me. They feel full and heavy on my lips as I suck on each one and lick between them. His scent is different from yours though. I am longing for my Man’s scent and filled with desire to have your balls in my mouth… 

Our guest addresses you as you stroke his big cock and suck on his balls. “You like this big dick, don’t you?” His language is harsh but highlights the raw sexuality of the moment.

Mmmm yes! I love having such a big cock in my mouth to please! And this is the cock I want to feel penetrating my wet pussy lips.

My eyes glaze over with fire as you openly confess your desire to have this man’s cock inside your pussy. He knows that while there are many things I can give my girl, I can’t give you the deeper, more physically fulfilling pleasure you sometimes crave. This reality only adds to the mind fuck all three of us are now experiencing. I move closer and present my smaller straining cock. You treat my presence with difference and immediately wrap your sexy hand around me. I imagine the erotic swirl flowing through thoughts as the reality of the size difference becomes more tangible.

Mmm Baby, this difference is very apparent but there’s nothing like the way you feel!!! I feel pleasure in your touch and the unique feeling of YOUR cock and the heaviness of your balls. Your arousal makes me feel safe and reassures me that you are enjoying yourself. I look up innocently and with pure intent into your eyes as I gently slide my nails underneath your large balls and ask, “Are you sure this is what you want from me?” I want to fulfill you, Daddy. Your girl will do whatever you want to make this moment as hot and fulfilling as it can be for you. I’m almost begging now as I remember the feel of your cock inside my mouth and your taste. I’m longing to have you! Your voice is deep and compelling as you affirm your desire for me to fuck him and give me permission to suck your yummy cock! I moan with lustful excitement as I take you in and swallow my Man’s entire cock. You watch me intently as I enjoy ALL of you! This is such a thrill!!! Your cock is perfect for me, Baby!!!

As I work my cock in and out of your mouth, I can’t help but think about how naughty my sweet angel is being. In a matter of minutes, you have had the cocks of two men in your mouth. I touch your face and look deep into your eyes. I’m so filled with adoring love and primal lust for this sensual, beautiful soul kneeling before me. I pull out of your mouth and guide your face back to our guest’s towering erection. You open wide and take as much of him in as you can…struggling to take even half. Slowly, with conviction, he pushes his big cock deeper and deeper into the depths of your hungry lips. You begin to softly gag as your eyes start to water.

You move back and forth between the two cocks straining for your attention. Your eyes connect with mine as you lick the wetness from his plump, juicy head. God, it is so intense to have you looking into my eyes while you are licking another man’s cock. I press my shaft to your lips and work my head into your mouth…along with his. You now has two cocks in your mouth at once.

OMGosh!!! Baby, this is so crazy! Attempting two cocks in my mouth at once, mmmm Daddy!!!! My pussy gushes with this thought… There is no jealousy or fear. There is only our shared pleasure and vulnerable love!

After a few moments, I bring you to your feet and hold you close…reassuring you that everything is hot beyond my wildest dreams. I know my sexy girl needs this affirmation. Our lips unite in a deep, passionate kiss of lovers. This time, I taste another man on your lips… 

I share the taste of another man’s cock with the Man I love. I want to give you the fantasy you desire. The sharing of another man’s cum with the one I LOVE is part of this fantasy and, crazy as it feels, it is part of our connection. 

Baby, you are taking me to places I never imagined possible! I am so taken with you!!!

To be continued…


This bit of erotica was one of the first times Sienna and I described in detail how we wanted to experience our primary sexual fantasy. It was helpful for both of us to point out key moments, desires, and tone that would be important. It was damn hot too to be exposed to her naughty thoughts in this context.

Interested in reading more? The Sensual Shadows Chronology has an index, brief descriptions, and links to my loving, erotic journey with Sienna. I also have a collection of posts devoted the psychology of cuckolding. You can find those here: Cuckolding – The Essentials.

32 thoughts on “Sensual Shadows: Unveiled (Part I)

  1. Mr. Modigliani


    1. Thanks….

  2. Michael, I cannot say that I’ve understood this fantasy in your previous posts about it, (honestly, the idea of taking on two men is too much, for me!) but Sienna’s submission to you, too your desire and fantasy certainly drives it in a new direction… Hot!

    It’s not like the normal cuckolding I’ve read about at all. I am curious to read the rest!

    1. Thank you, Mel! Your comment about cuckolding is so true. I actually started to write about this in the post but thought it needed more exploration and space in a separate post. From a distance, this could look like cuckolding (the way the term is typically used) but as you point out, the way it is approached…the “why” and the emotions and tone of this fantasy creates a different vibe for us. Thanks for the thoughtful comment…I was a little hesitant to post this. Glad you thought it was hot! 🙂

      1. I’m glad you did, honestly, I think we all need this place to explore fantasy and reality. Not everyone is going to appreciate everything, but this is a perfect example of how we can open each others minds and eyes to new/different things… It’s my favorite part of this community!

  3. Larry Archer

    Sweet, it is so erotic that you are both on the same page and I hope you both are successful in fulfilling your fantasy.

    1. Thanks Larry, the story has helped us get on the same page and appreciate the nuances of our fantasies.

  4. Astraltravler

    Dear Michael,
    I understand. My Husband wants for me to have the experience, and for him to see me pleasured by another man. We are deeply connected their isn’t anything that could break our 23 years of Partnership. Looking forward to reading all about you and Sienna’s adventure.
    Your Friend,

    1. Hi Anastasia, thank you for sharing your personal thoughts and the themes you can identify with. As you know, there is a lot that goes into creating the emotional space and safeness where this fantasy can flow into a positive, erotically charged experience.

      1. Astraltravler

        Dear Michael,
        I Absolutely Agree.

  5. So much I want to say but no way to say it!! You two have me so hot right now. All I can do is thank you both for sharing something so personal, so intimate and so fucking arousing!!!

    1. Thank you Desiree, glad you found this arousing! I was hesitant to post this but wanted to add some context around the themes that are part of our naughty fun. You left me wondering which element(s) struck a chord with you? Based on your incredible writings, I imagine it was the submissive theme…

      1. Michael — there were a couple of elements. One of which is too deeply personal to explain in a public forum. The submissive portion of this is very intriguing to me indeed, but since I have no experience in a D/s relationship, it is just that — intrigue. I think the love you share together and the certainty you have in each other can transcend the D/s relationship and apply to all types of loving, committed relationships, though. It would be a bit different if you wanted to bring a woman into your bedroom and have Sienna watch you be pleasured by another —- but the scenario you create is one of which you want to have her given immense pleasure in which you not only watch, but share and guide her during the experience. That is what is so striking to me there. And the way that you two have communicated your desires and woven them together is a provocative, sensual delight for all of us.

        1. Thanks for sharing more about your feelings around this. One of the many reasons I enjoy your writing is how you are coming to understand your submissive desires by thinking through it in your writing and the hot stories that come from this. You have developed a heightened understanding of your erotic layers and what you desire. I’m sure you already appreciate that this will help you express your desires to the fortunate man that you will one day submit to. I also appreciate your thoughts on how it would different if I wanted Sienna to watch me with another woman. This is a really important matter of the heart for both of us. You would probably agree that in most relationships, the thought of your lover being with someone else could be very hurtful. Sienna doesn’t fantasize about watching me and I don’t have this desire either. The very last thing I want in this world is to hurt her. She was also initially uncomfortable with my fantasy of watching her for the same reason. She has always made me feel that I am all she wants and craves. Over time, she has come to understand my fantasy and is feeling more emotionally safe in this space. It is only from this powerful, loving connection that we are able to explore our fantasies. For example, if I felt that she truly wanted to meet other men (regardless of how I felt), it would change the whole dynamics and not work at all for me. It is always about making it hot for both of us and ultimately pleasing one another…it will always be about US.

  6. Michael and Sienna, however your fantasies build, whether this one or others, my wish for you is the opportunity and courage to make them come true, just as you desire. You’re a perfect pair to pursue such wondrous things, and I’m grateful I’m able to participate, at least vicariously.

    1. Thank you, JK. Your comments are always so thoughtful and sincere…we really appreciate it! We also enjoy the perfectly timed humor and naughty ones as well…like the one you have below! 🙂 Being able to express ourselves to one another and share our journey here is really exciting and you definitely enrich that experience for us. I’ve been absent recently but hope you feel the same coming from me on your journey.

  7. And if, in my travels, I run across a well-hung, good looking, black masseuse, I’ll be sure to send you GPS coordinates. 🙂

    1. Please do, it has been more challenging than I ever imagined! 🙂 We have a few stories floating in the drafts about this search that I’m excited to share. But, we do love the build up! 😉

  8. Larry Archer

    Michael and Sienna from our point of view as swingers, letting your girlfriend get together with another guy doesn’t have to be taken as a D/s submission or mean that you are letting your partner be emotionally involved with another. I think this is a concept that “straights” have a problem getting their arms around. Just because Sienna gets together with someone else doesn’t mean that she doesn’t love you or you don’t love her. You are allowing her to experience the sensation of another person and that’s all it is. This is about sex and not love, you can separate the two.

    You will enjoy watching her be pleasured by someone else and that’s all, she is not forcing you to allow her to crawl into bed with another, unless that is something you want to happen. Letting her get together with another, to us, means that you love her enough to allow her to experience different sensations. For us swinging is not cheating and always keep in mind that when people haven’t experienced something, they don’t always understand.

    So if you both want Sienna to have some BBC, then go for it. Then for the perv’s here, tell us all about it. 🙂

    1. Thank you Larry for thoughtful and insightful comments. It is interesting to learn about others experiences and sexuality…it is one of my favorite aspects of WP. Each relationship is unique. For us, the “swinger lifestyle” doesn’t push our hot buttons. This sort of detached sexual experience (apart from one another) doesn’t excite us. It isn’t really about the sex with someone else that draws us in. It is the emotions we tap into with each other…through her being submissive as well as my hot buttons…that makes it exciting. Also, what we share on this blog has lag time on it. We are further along in our journey compared to where our posts are. I also don’t mean to take away or minimize the experience you and your wife share. It seems to work great for you but we have a different vibe…not better, just different. For us, it is all about the love and sex and the other is but vehicle to express our passion for one another in different ways.

      1. Larry Archer

        Glad to hear it’s working out for you. Sometimes it is a big step and just remember to love each other as you progress through life. The Lifestyle is not for everyone and you two need to chart your own course and do what is right for you and not other people.

  9. I am so glad you wrote this, I’ve had these thoughts swirling around in my head for months looking for an escape or way to explain them. Of course B knows, but sometimes just being able to get it out there and receive feedback from others helps me receive clarity. I’m not sure why I hadn’t thought of writing about it before, but this make me want to and now I think I will.

    I love how open you both are in sharing this side of you, your fantasies and your vulnerabilities.

    Thank You!

    1. Thanks Tis, I am really looking forward to reading the thoughts and feelings that drive your fantasy and what is now becoming your emerging reality! 🙂 Knowing that you are an “INTJ”, I’m sure thinking through it all and actually writing about it will crystalize the layers for you. I’m pleasantly surprised by the richness of the comments on this post. Some have challenged me to think even deeper as I try to respond and, as you mentioned, this has added extra clarity for me. I know you have a deep post available now that I’m looking forward to diving into! 🙂

      1. This one will either fly right out of me with no effort at all since its been taking up valuable space inside my head for quite sometime or I will find a way to complicate my thoughts on it. Lets hope its the former. haha

        I hope you two are having a Merry Christmas!

    2. Thanks Tis! It’s interesting because everyone has their own opinion and take on their personal deep thoughts and beliefs held within their fantasies. Michael and I own ours and keep a high level of clarity and understanding around it. This is most critical. Others may comment or share their own opinions and beliefs, yet what’s most important is the communication and connection between you and B! This I feel is the danger that may lurk in being openly transparent with outsiders who don’t play an active role in your personal intimacy with your partner and Love! It’s so amazing to share and hear and perhaps spark an untapped interest for others to explore!
      xxoo Sienna
      Can’t wait to read your related post 😊

      1. I couldn’t agree more Sienna. What’s funny with the thing I’ve grappled with in the past is that it was a limitation I put on myself because I thought it was something B wouldn’t be up for. It wasn’t until he shared his desire with me that I than found it acceptable and wanted it even more.

        Us being so open with each other has really heightened our desires and enlightened us to each other in ways we didn’t think possible before. Not just communicating with each other but being receptive and open to hearing each other out has been key for us.

        It reminds me of that scene in White Men Can’t Jump, where Wesley Snipes character says to Woody Harrelsons character,

        “Look man, you can listen to Jimi but you can’t hear him. There’s a difference man. Just because you’re listening to him doesn’t mean you’re hearing him.”

        Merry Christmas! xoxo

        1. So good to hear these comments and the excitement around the awareness. It’s so liberating and the safety of knowing it’s all about you and B is the essence!!!
          I’m glad we were able to help you to probe deeper into a potential idea or fantasy shared by both and the comfort of feeling safe with one another!

  10. B.K. Hung

    A beautiful story of love at its best 😉

    This is going to be a great read, I can tell. Seeking our innermost desires is the playground of experience we must whole-heartedly explore, wide-eyed, eager, brave. That you have someone so intimately connected with you to share in the journey clearly makes this an epic adventure in the making

    1. Thanks B.K. We are very fortunate and feel exceptionally amazed to have each other to explore in such an open and trusted environment with each other. No judgement, no fear….open embraced vulnerability! Michael loves to take photos of me and I enjoy posing and letting him share while protecting me and the integrity of US. Thanks for reading! We enjoy reading through your “layers” as well! 😉

      1. B.K. Hung

        Power to you! The new model army…

    2. Thank you for the thoughtful and anticipatory comment, BK! Sienna and I are excited to share and express the light of our Love and sensuality in many forms; expressing them through the layers of our fantasies and experiences casts our Sensual Shadows… The journey which is beyond what we have posted so far has far and away been the Love and adventure of my lifetime! Hope you will stay with us and share in the evolving story ~ Michael

      1. B.K. Hung

        Keep sharing. It is an honour to be included – that you’ve thought about (and fought) for us.

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