I Believe is a dreamy, sensual video with an erotic current flowing through it. I am somewhat amazed that it even exists. For a long time, I wasn’t sure if I would ever be able to breathe new life into this faded but incredibly special dream. The artistry and emotional investment would need to be worthy of the magic that first inspired it.
Fortunately, the muses recently paid me a visit and inspired (what I believe) are a few of my best best digital art creations and one of my best videos to date. When I sat back to watch the completed video, my heart was racing and I had a huge smile on my face. It was worthy – it touched my soul.
The original version of I Believe first appeared on the private WordPress blog I shared with the lovely Sienna called Sensual Shadows. It featured a video mix of Sienna performing a sultry dance in the front of the camera (nude) to one of our favorite songs – Miracles by Jefferson Starship.
The dance was a sexy surprise and ooooh what a delicious surprise it was! She had made it during a recent visit we shared and left it on my computer for me to open later. Sienna stepped right in front of the camera and for several minutes did the most incredibly erotic dance I have ever seen. WOW!
You might suspect from my artwork that Sienna is attractive. Honestly, at the time, I believed she was the most beautiful woman in the world, inside and out. I was completely mesmerized and engulfed in the magic of us. She was feeling my energy in the same way.
Sharing the video on our blog was an incredibly erotic experience for both of us. She was exploring her exhibitionistic side for the first time in her life. Enjoying a bit of exhibitionism myself, I really appreciated the erotic rush she was feeling and did my best to accentuate that swirl within her.
There is no way to pinpoint my favorite segment of the video – every second is special to me. In terms of exhibitionism, there was one point where she really pushed the boundary. After rubbing her breasts, swirling her hips and shaking her sexy ass before the lens, Sienna sat back on the bed and worked her fingers into freshly fucked, cum-filled pussy…and then slipped her fingers into her mouth. She smiled and gave the camera a kiss. It was an incredibly hot thing to do, and it was even hotter that she was okay sharing it with others. The comments from that first release are included below and give you a feel for the impression the video made.
Thinking back on this moment, I think the energy flowing around this moment also tapped into my cuckold desires (my desire to watch her with another man). We had some men following us, and I believed this would fuel their rising desire for Sienna. Knowing these men wanted to fuck Sienna made us both hot. This was a big deal for me and worth emphasizing. Sienna was beginning to find some real erotic energy in the fantasy of experiencing other men within the emotional safety of our loving relationship. Simply put, her rising openness to this possibility this made me rock hard and took my breath away in the most erotic way.
Beyond our deep loving connection, the exhibitionism, and cuckolding, I felt a great sense of pride in having Sienna as my lover. Looking back, I think I found some level of satisfaction in showing her off. One of followers in particular tapped into this part of my psyche with this:
Our hands are clapping and we applaud the magnanimous, highly-charged affinity you have with your inner beast. We raise our wine glasses in your honor like a toast to the gods for allowing us to share, in whatever way you choose, the deeply aesthetic, erotic, and lascivious appreciation of your very own woman. – BK
The above comment is an excerpt from “A Love-Lust Toast” that BK penned shortly after watching this video. It is an exceptional read, and I hope you will check it out.
The post as it appeared all those years ago on Sensual Shadows…
I tried over and over to capture in words the powerful emotion I felt around this video, but my words fell short. After showing the video to Sienna and getting her reaction, I realized there was nothing more that needed to be said. She captured it perfectly.
This is about me giving myself to you completely. The sultry dancing is symbolic and its true meaning extends much, much deeper than the physical expression. It symbolizes how I want to please you and fulfill us through our fantasies and, most importantly, through our dreams while protecting and nurturing US!!! It is you that fills me with this energy – you are dancing inside me. My hands are your hands touching me. This song and these lyrics have such special meaning to us and are so powerful. I feel you in the dreamy music and lyrics. I feel US!!!!! So, so sacred is our connection!!! – Sienna
Our sacred connection aside, we hope you have fun watching with the video– it’s fucking hot!!! ~ Michael
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