Almost six years have passed since this moment unfolded, but I remember like it was yesterday. It doesn’t hurt that I also take good notes. Sienna and I were just getting started with our Sensual Shadows blog and the first few posts had been appropriately focused on the more loving aspects of our relationship. Mountain of Dreams and Awakening are a couple of my favorites.
I also wanted to introduce the erotic layers flowing though our relationship on Sensual Shadows. After all, presenting the full spectrum of our experience was one of the reasons we decided to create the blog. Our first foray into the erotic layers was based on an assignment I gave Sienna. I asked her to post some nude photos of herself on Sensual Shadows. I explain how this played out in Photos for Daddy.
This assignment allowed my sexy girl to dip her toes into exhibitionism and expanded on the D/s aspect of our relationship. Now I wanted to share a post that revealed one of our favorite fantasies – her desire to be with a well-hung black man and my desire to watch. Exploring this fantasy in private is one thing. Sharing it with our friends in the blogging community would turn up the heat even more.
I’m feeling a bit edgy (mostly in a good way) about letting potential readers know my girl is excited about being with other men – men with bigger cocks, but I also want to protect Sienna’s heart and her innocent spirit. I need to make sure she is okay with this and is able to process her own feelings around the sharing of this fantasy. To test the waters, I send her an image that suggests my intentions.
OMGosh!!! Baby! I love it! You are so naughty! I love the story that the image tells too – showing us together and also revealing our naughty secret.
Sienna’s reaction is exciting. Anchoring the image to us is an essential ingredient of our fantasy. It makes the rest of what is shown even hotter. She suggests the image tells a story and I want to know the story she sees in it.
Mmmm Baby, you know the story! Sometimes I need MORE…like a thick, juicy black cock! Are you okay sharing an image like this of me and everyone knowing your girl has a thing for hung black men?
Sienna’s response causes me to moan and tug on my quickly stiffening cock. It never fails to get me going when she openly affirms her desire for more. Sharing this with others will tap into several kinks of mine – erotic humiliation, exhibitionism, and cuckolding. The real question for me though was if sharing this makes her hot and how she thinks other will react?
Yes!!! It makes my pussy gush just thinking about it! I think most girls will be jealous that my man allows me to experience this decadent indulgence within our loving relationship. As for the guys, I don’t really care what they think because I love you and you are 99.9 perfect for me! And, in the area where you do come up a “little short”, you provide other men to fill that void. I’m just not sure about how you feel?
As concerned as I am about how she feels, my girl is equally adoring in how she asks about my feelings. Sienna characterizes this fantasy perfectly and really pushes my erotic hot buttons. It is this same line of thought that excites me. I let her know that I will feel a sense of pride in showing her off and having earned the love and affection of such a beautiful girl. I’m also turned by the thread of humiliation running through this. It will be pretty clear to our friends that my cock is smaller than what she is craving and this fills me with such an erotic rush. Sienna pushes back on my perception and sees our public revelation playing out in a different way for me.
Daddy, I don’t want you to feel shamed or humiliated. I have a very different reaction to it. I think of it as you being completely confident in yourself, in our relationship, and unselfish. You know that no matter how well another man fucks me, I am coming back to you. That is powerful! There aren’t many men in the world that would look for and provide men with larger cocks to fuck their girl. I am blessed to have a man that loves me so much and is willing to give me this gift of pleasure. You are my strong, sexy Man and I get the best of everything. I get you AND I get long, thick black cocks too! Share our story, Baby.
Well, it seems the stage is set and opening night is now upon us. The fantasy is a hot one for us, no doubt about it. I’m excited to include this as part of our experience but also recognize that it doesn’t define us. Sienna’s submission and exhibitionism are also essential erotic layers flowing through our relationship. And, most importantly, love is our foundation. Each of these will continue to flow through our Sensual Shadows. With that in mind, it is time for the unveiling.
The next post in this series is The Unveiling.