As my journey with Sienna unfolds, I have been very thoughtful about expressing the loving, sensual layers that flow through our relationship. This is the foundation from which everything else develops and makes the naughty adventures we share even more exciting. Slowly, I have revealed a few of our erotic layers in a more public way which adds an extra layer of erotic fire for both us. You can find the stories, brief description, and links here: Sensual Shadows.
At this point in our relationship Sienna hasn’t cuckolded me, yet. In fairness, we both enjoy the steamy, sensual times when we are only thinking about one another and passionately making love. We do crave and long for this deep, soulful connection with one another. Once we have reconnected in this way first, our naughty desires take flight, and our fantasy of her being with a well-endowed black man was soaring through our erotic dreams. I love sliding my hard cock in and out of her sweet, soaked pussy while deeply whispering a naughty story about another man fucking her. As much as I enjoy this, Sienna loves it even more and nothing makes her cum harder.
Increasingly, the black dildo I purchased for our naughty exploration is prominently featured in our sexual play. Where she had once been intimidated by the size, she now craves the full sensation it provides her. There are even times when I am inside her that she will request the toy. Early on, she was hesitant to make this request. It was difficult for her to tell me that as good as my cock felt, she was craving a bigger cock to push her over the edge for her next round or orgasmic bliss. Understandably, she worried that this might hurt my feelings or make me feel inadequate. Experiencing my excitement in these moments, she quickly learned that such requests gave me and incredible erotic rush. And, after she was fully satisfied by her large black dildo, I would spank her ass hard for being such a naughty girl and fill her in a different way – with my creamy load.
During each of our getaways, I loved carving out time in our days to have an erotic photo shoot or two with my lovely Sienna. She readily agreed to a proposed session featuring her favorite toy and source of so many toe curling orgasms. She was also very excited for me to share these on our blog as a gallery. Sienna’s latent exhibitionism was now beginning to surface. It also seemed that she was becoming more comfortable – even excited – about the possibilities of cuckolding as part of our loving relationship.
The digital art creations that follow are inspired by photos I took that day:
I recall how turned on I was during the photo session and how hard it was to keep my hands off her and on the camera. Sienna posed and frolicked with the large black cock. She would tease me about much bigger it felt in her hands than my smaller cock and how exciting it was to struggle taking such a big cock in her mouth.
Where she had once been overwhelmed by its size, now she loved the sensation of how it filled her so deeply.
I get quite an erotic rush from exhibitionism. Sharing my kinks with others and sexy visuals of my girl are also part of the exhibitionistic streak running through me. While Sienna had started off somewhat modestly with exhibitionism, she was starting to enjoy putting on a little show for others to watch.
I dig a little deeper into the psychology of exhibitionism in the post Exhibitionism – Exploring the Layers
My own excitement (not to mention Sienna’s anticipation) around the sharing of this gallery was much more than the rush of sharing nude photos. It also made me hot thinking about the other men that would be seeing my girl and knowing they wanted to fuck her. This definitely tapped into my cuckold fantasy. Also, by posing with a black dildo, Sienna was clearly communicating that it was another man’s cock she was fantasizing about. Having the woman I love sharing her naughty desires for another man in such a public way had me literally dripping with arousal.
Sharing Toying with the Fantasy (the original version had actual photos) on the blog I once shared with Sienna was an incredibly erotic experience. As I was importing and reading through comments from the original post, it really took me back in time to the moment we first posted this. Sienna was excited but still a bit bashful in some ways. She didn’t know what to do with comments from the men and didn’t want them to think in any way that she wasn’t crazy about me. That would change in the future when she became more comfortable with what we were doing. Behind the scenes, we were discussing the reactions of the several men who commented and, privately, she did find it really exciting.
As for myself, I seemed to be a bit on the defensive in my replies to comments. I didn’t want things to get out of hand and scare Sienna, but also didn’t want to discourage or shut down any hot comments. I needed to ensure Sienna felt safe and comfortable with what was happening. Our north star in all our posts was to ensure that others understood our true love for one another…even when we fantasized about other men joining us.
It is also worth noting that Jalen (a tall, muscular black man) made his first comments on our blog after we posted this gallery. I checked him a little and simply ignored some of his comments. Sienna didn’t engage with him at all but that will change as we get to know him better. Our interactions with him are notable because he will eventually become the first man man to sink his big cock deep inside my sweet, sensual girl.