In the afterglow of our first night together, our souls are united but Sienna and I are now a thousand miles apart, geographically. It will be a month before I am able to have her in my loving arms again. I suppose the benefit of this physical separation is that will spend a lot of time talking and getting to know one another on a deeper level to include sharing our sexual fantasies. In 30 Days (Sienna’s Fantasies), my angelic Sienna opened up to me about her fantasies and, in doing so, revealed her naughty side. Now it is my turn.
The fantasy I was most nervous about revealing to Sienna was my desire to watch her with another man. My desire to release and witness the erotic inversion of my sweet angelic lover – seeing her taken by a well-endowed black man – was already lighting an erotic tempest within me. This fantasy works in mysterious ways on me. It seems the stronger I feel about a woman, the more intense this fantasy burns within me. Without this deep connection, the fantasy loses a great deal of its erotic edge.
I am already falling for Sienna. In my eyes she is the most beautiful woman in the world and sexy beyond my wildest dreams. However, the splendor of her sexy, sensual curves pale in comparison to her inner beauty and sensuality. Time after time and in countless ways, she takes my breath away. Her spirit illuminates me. Without this connection and the way she returns our sensual energy, the fantasy of her being with another man is meaningless. My dark desires are intensely erotic because I am falling for her. The deeper my love, the more intense the fantasy becomes.
Having the fantasy is one thing but sharing it with a woman I am falling for is a delicate dance and fills me with apprehension. Is it too much to reveal? How shocked will she feel to know the man she is falling in love with wants to see her taken by another man? It might be a complete turnoff and make her question our relationship all together. Or, it could become an erotic force that drives both of us towards transcendent ecstasy.
There is a duality of conflicting emotions running me, and I know this is a risky revelation. I don’t want to hide this part of me and need to be free to express my erotic desires. It is a lot to ask of woman, but I need this edge. I ache for the transcendent whirlwind of romantic love against the disorienting inversion of cuckolding. Can Sienna weather this erotic storm?
The question before me now is how to share the fantasy? The erotic stories we spin during phone sex or messaging have been amazing so revealing my fantasy as part of an erotic story may be the best approach. It is a beautiful sunny day as I slip out of the office for lunch and into my car for a little privacy to call to Sienna. Typical of these early conversations, she is in a private place where she can speak freely and touch herself. We catch up on things and then slip into some sexy talk.
I describe how amazing it feels to touch and hold her close, whisper deeply how beautiful and sexy she is, and speak of the energy swirling around me when I’m in her presence. I’m loving her and ensuring she knows I feel like she is the most amazingly sexy woman in the world. Every single word of it is true and comes from my soul.
Working through a sexy vignette, I introduce a dildo into the scene. I describe its size and make a point of mentioning it is much larger than my cock. This larger cock is a gift of pleasure from me – the man who loves her. I want her to savor and accept this gift of pleasure free from any guilt or shame. As the story evolves, I take it up a notch. “Baby, imagine this dildo is actually another man.”
Sienna is tentative but slowly eases into the story. She is now rubbing her pussy and whispering sweet naughty things about how crazy hot and exciting she finds the fantasy while lacing her reactions with how much she adores me. She is managing a delicate balance as well – sharing her desire for another man while reassuring me how much she cares for me.
She is enjoying the thought of experiencing the fullness of another man’s larger cock and this is filling me with fire. I open up my shirt and pants and grip my hard slick shaft. Time to turn up the heat even further. My heart is pounding as I pump my cock a few more times to edge my building orgasm. “Sexy girl, this man…this other man with a larger cock for your pleasure…he’s black.” I pause. There is silence. This is the moment of truth.
Slowly, I hear Sienna’s breathing becoming deeper and heavier. “Baby, you want your girl to have…a big black cock?” I’m surprised she knows the phrase. I answer her question by describing how sexy she would look lost in ecstasy with her little pussy stretched tight around his thick, black cock. I go on about how much I want to see her cum on his big cock, how he is aching to fill her pretty white pussy with his creamy seed, and how turned on she is making me. Sienna’s breathing becomes more pronounced and erratic. The sound of my voice and thoughts of a large black cock filling her pussy are swirling through her mind and soon drives her through the orgasmic threshold.
It excites me to no end knowing this beautiful, sweet girl just came while thinking about me watching her fuck another man. Now she wants me to cum and continues the story. I run my hand up and down over my rock-hard cock as her sexy, sweet voice transports me. “Baby, I want to satisfy your every desire and it makes me sooo, sooo hot thinking about you watching me being stretched wide and filled so deeply by big black cock. I will do it…for you.”
One of the many things I love about Michael is his passionate focus on my pleasure, and what he is willing to sacrifice for me experience that pleasure. Granted, this is truly a hot, steamy passion for Michael as well, but it is ultimately the fulfillment of our relationship in the most magnanimous and altruistic way. The confidence he exudes and his grounded sense of self is mind-blowing. – Sienna
She will do it – for me. I am lost in the dream and completely mesmerized. The mind fuck is intense. All too soon, I blast multiple creamy ropes up on my stomach and share my passion-filled release, vocally, with my sexy girl. Sienna is playful and laments how she wishes she would have been with me so I could have my cum in her mouth. Mmmm, I must be dreaming. How can a woman seem to embody my every desire on so many levels? Awash in fiery burn of romantic love, I am beginning to think Sienna is perfect for me in every way.
Revealing my cuckold fantasy was a huge step. Sienna was curious to learn more about it and we would continue to discuss how the fantasy might play in our relationship. I have written in more detail about cuckolding elsewhere and you can find those posts here: Cuckolding Psychology – The Essentials. I shared a few additional fantasies that included: satisfying her wildest desires, commanding her submission, and Exhibitionism. There was one though that I couldn’t quite bring myself to sharing and that was Erotic Humiliation (small penis teasing) It would save that until after we reached a point where she knew just how amazing our sex could be.
How would Sienna respond to my early sexual bucket list? As I expected, she seemed a little surprised but didn’t shut me down. Instead, she sought to understand why it turned me on. Fulfilling my wildest desires was something she wanted to do. She didn’t know how far she could go with it all, but she was at least open to exploring to the edges.
“Michael, I am so drawn in to your fantasies. I love, respect and honor your fantasies, my Love. I will be your Hestia AND your Aphrodite!” ~ Your Loving Sienna
Our burning ring of fire was now ablaze.