In the afterglow of our first night together our souls are united but, geographically, Sienna and I are now a thousand miles apart. It will be a month before I am able to have her in my loving arms again. I suppose one benefit of this physical separation was that we spent a lot of time talking and getting to know one another on a deeper level to include sharing our sexual fantasies. In 30 Days (Sienna’s Fantasies), my angelic Sienna opened up to me about her fantasies and, in doing so, revealed her naughty side. Now it is my turn.
The fantasy I was most nervous about revealing to Sienna was my desire to watch her with another man. My desire to tap into and release the fullness of her sexuality and to witness the erotic inversion of my sweet angelic lover – seeing her taken by a well-endowed man – was already lighting an erotic tempest within me. This fantasy works on my mind in mysterious ways. It seems the stronger I feel about a woman, the more intense this fantasy burns within me. Without this deep connection, the fantasy loses a great deal of its erotic edge for me.
I am falling for Sienna. In my eyes she is the most beautiful woman in the world and sexy beyond my wildest dreams. However, the splendor of her sexy, sensual curves pale in comparison to her inner beauty and sensuality. Time after time and in countless ways, she takes my breath away. Her spirit illuminates me. Without this connection and the way she returns our sensual energy, the fantasy of her being with another man is meaningless. My dark desires are intensely erotic because I am falling for her. The deeper my love, the more intense the fantasy becomes.
Having the fantasy is one thing but sharing it with a woman I am falling for is a delicate dance and fills me with apprehension. Is it too much to reveal? How shocked will she feel to know the man she is falling in love with wants to see her taken by another man? It might be a complete turnoff and make her question our relationship all together. Or, it could become an erotic force that drives both of us towards transcendent ecstasy.
There is a duality of conflicting emotions running me, and I know this is a risky revelation. I don’t want to hide this part of me and need to be free to express my erotic desires. It is a lot to ask of woman, but I need this edge. I ache for the transcendent whirlwind of romantic love against the disorienting inversion of cuckolding. Can Sienna weather this erotic storm? How do I go about sharing this fantasy? The erotic stories we spin during phone sex or messaging have been amazing so revealing my fantasy as part of an erotic story may be the best approach.
It is a beautiful sunny day as I slip out of the office for lunch and into my car for a little privacy to call to Sienna. Typical of these early conversations, she is in a private place where she can speak freely and touch herself. We catch up on things and then slip into some sexy talk. I describe how amazing it feels to touch and hold her close, whisper deeply how beautiful and sexy she is, and speak of the energy swirling around me when I’m in her presence. I’m loving her and ensuring she knows I feel like she is the most amazingly sexy woman in the world. Every single word of it is true and comes from my soul.
Working through a sexy vignette, I introduce a dildo into the scene. I describe its size and make a point of mentioning it is “much larger than my cock”. This larger cock is a gift of pleasure from me – the man who loves her. I want her to accept and savor and this gift of pleasure free from any guilt or shame. I confirm that she is indeed touching herself. “Close your eyes baby, and slip two fingers in your pussy.” I can hear her gently moaning on the phone. “Good girl. How does this big cock feel, baby?” Sienna is getting into it so I take it up a notch. “Sexy girl, just to make sure we are in the same fantasy, you are imaging this is another man’s bigger cock, right?”
Sienna is tentative with reply, “No baby, I am fantasizing you are fucking me with your big, strong cock. I love my man’s cock and don’t need another man.” I love that Sienna feels this way, but it works against my fantasy. I push her deeper into the fantasy by focusing on contrast. “Maybe this is because you are only using two fingers. Slip three fingers in your pussy, sexy girl.” I can hear her reaction to the extra width as she works herself to an orgasm. She is now rubbing her pussy and whispering sweet naughty things about how crazy hot and exciting she finds the fantasy while lacing her reactions with how much she adores me. She is managing a delicate balance – sharing her desire for another man while reassuring me how much she cares for me.
She is enjoying the thought of experiencing the fullness of another man’s larger cock and this is filling me with fire. I open up my pants and grip my straining, slick shaft as I come back to theme of contrast. “Mmmm that’s right baby, tell me why that cock can’t be mine.” Sienna’s voice is dripping like erotic honey from my phone. “No Daddy…it can’t be your cock because this is sooo much thicker and longer. Only another man with a bigger cock can stretch your girl’s pussy like this, but I love you for giving me this pleasure!”
My heart is pounding as I pump my cock a few more times to edge my building orgasm. Time to turn up the heat even further. “MmmHmm, that’s right baby. It can’t be my cock because it is longer and thicker and stretches you open so good. I add that there is another reason it can’t be my cock.” Sienna is hot and curious, “Tell me why, Daddy.” My cock is now dripping heavily. “It can’t be my cock because it is thick, long,…and black.” I pause.
There is a moment of silence that is soon filled with the sounds Sienna coming hard. “Oh fuuckkkk!!!” I encourage her, “Keep working your pussy baby, you like that big cock! Sienna releases again, “Ohhhh my god, FUCK!!!” I can imagine her in her car twitching, moaning, and screaming while fingering herself to toe-curling orgasms. It excites me to no end knowing this beautiful, sweet girl just came while talking with with me but thinking about fucking another man. Slowly, Sienna’s breathing begins to settle down. “Daddy, you made your girl cum so good!”
I defer some of the credit and suggest that I had a little help from our new friend. “Baby, you want your girl to have…a big black cock?” I’m surprised she knows this phrase but probably shouldn’t be. Black men seem to enjoy a rather envious image around their sexual prowess. I answer her question by slowly describing, in my deep sex-story voice, how sexy she would look lost in ecstasy with her little pussy stretched tight around his thick cock as he thrusts powerfully and deep between her legs. I can hear her softly whimpering and struggling…she’s still rubbing and working her fingers inside her sweet little pussy. I go on about how much I want to see her cum on his big cock, how he is aching to fill her pretty little pussy with his creamy seed, and how turned on she is making me.
Now she wants me to cum and continues the story. I run my hand up and down over my rock-hard cock as her sexy, sweet voice transports me. “Baby, I want to satisfy your every desire and it makes me sooo, sooo hot thinking about you watching me being stretched wide and filled so deeply by another man’s big black cock. I will do it…for you.” Sienna’s breathing again becomes more pronounced and erratic as she tells me she wants it too…confesses that she has always fantasized about it. With the sounds of our voices, deep breaths, and visions of our first cuckold experience mind-fucking us both, we cross the erotic threshold together as I blast a seemingly endless supply of thick, creamy white ropes across my stomach.
One of the many things I love about Michael is his passionate focus on my pleasure, and what he is willing to sacrifice for me experience that pleasure. Granted, this is truly a hot, steamy passion for Michael as well, but it is ultimately the fulfillment of our relationship in the most magnanimous and altruistic way. The confidence he exudes and his grounded sense of self is mind-blowing. – Sienna
She will do it – for me. I am completely mesmerized, and it feels like the universe is on fire with erotic energy. The mind fuck is intense. Sienna is playful and laments how she wishes she was with me so she could clean me up and have my cum in her mouth. Mmmm, I must be dreaming. How can a woman seem to embody my every desire on so many levels? Awash in fiery burn of romantic love, I am beginning to think Sienna is perfect for me in every way.
Revealing my cuckold fantasy was a huge step. As expected, she was a little surprised by this desire and had no idea such a fantasy existed for men but didn’t shut me down. Instead, she was curious to learn more and sought to understand why it turned me on. Over time, we would continue to explore how the cuckold fantasy might play in our relationship. Also, during this first month apart, I shared a few additional fantasies that included: wanting her to feel the sexual freedom to explore her wildest desires, commanding her submission, and Exhibitionism. There was one fantasy that I couldn’t quite bring myself to sharing and that was Erotic Humiliation (small penis teasing) I would save this until after we reached a point where she knew just how amazing our sex could be.
How would Sienna respond to my early sexual bucket list? Fulfilling my wildest desires was something she also wanted to do. She didn’t know how far she could go with it all, but she was at least open to exploring to the edges.
“Michael, I am so drawn in to your fantasies. I love, respect and honor your fantasies, my Love. I will be your Hestia AND your Aphrodite!” ~ Your Loving Sienna
Our burning ring of fire was now ablaze.
- Key explorations around the psychology behind cuckolding – Cuckolding Psychology – The Essentials
- Sensual Shadows – An index with links to my loving, erotic journey with Sienna