It is the day after Sienna, first the first time in her life, spread her sexy legs for a hung black man. It was the first time she cuckolded me. The buildup to this experience was an erotic journey that lasted almost two years. I had made a lot of assurances to Sienna about how incredible the experience would be for her and us as a couple. The build up had been so hot for us and expectations were high. Jalen – the man that fucked her – more than delivered and exceeded those expectations.

Now that the experience was part my history with Sienna, there were so many erotic memories for us to discuss and have fun with. I had spent a lot of time building her anticipation for a larger cock and we both came many times spinning fantasies around the difference in size between her Bull’s and mine. One particularly hot moment from the buildup was a gallery I shared on our blog featuring Sienna posing with “I <3 BBC” written on her ass and public bone. Jalen, the man that would eventually fuck Sienna, was a follower of our blog and engaged us with some playful comments to those photos.

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The exchange went like this:

Jalen- If ever there were a siren’s call….. 🙂

Sienna – Hmmm, sounds like you’re answering the Siren’s call Jalen…

Michael – Perhaps “Jalen” would be a nice tattoo for my girl’s ass?

Jalen – ‘Jalen was here’

Sienna – LOL! Hmmm Babe, what do you think?

Michael – That would be a hot start! We can do better though. I think Jalen would need to have his hand on your ass…just above the ‘tattoo’…with his long, thick cock pressed against your AMAZING ass!

Sienna – Michael, you are making me so crazy wet with these thoughts! xoxo

Jalen – Interesting enough, I just fed some thick black cock to a new friend the other night. Really stretched her out. Told me she was nice and sore the next day.

Sienna – Jalen, I’ve experienced the morning after soreness, but not with a “real” BBC…only the toy Michael uses on me. I wonder if it’s the same? Michael, what do you think?

Michael – Baby, you have experienced some morning-after soreness, but I don’t imagine that soreness compares to the hot reminder Jalen’s big cock will leave after he opens you up even further…

Sienna – BABY!!!! Yes you have! You’ve fucked me until I’ve ached the next day!!!! Although, I don’t imagine that’s like being stretched by a BBC. Mostly, my pubic bone and legs are tender. Your smaller cock can’t fill and stretch my pussy like that….only when you fuck my tight little ass!!!

Whew, I remember how hot exchange made me. Jalen was making his intentions known and Sienna was not only expressing interest to me behind the scenes but she was doing so publicly. At the same time, she also references my smaller cock to Jalen and anyone reading the post. Erotic humiliation like this gives me such a rush! As this was unfolding, everything was based on speculation and Jalen’s bravado. Now, Sienna knew what it felt like to have his thick, 9″ cock inside her for hours.

I was so eager to hear her hot reflections on the experience. After dropping her off at the airport she sends me a message and we will continue to text off and on throughout the day.

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Sienna’s first reflections center on how she is feeling physically.

Baby, my hips are so sore! I could barely walk through the airport. Every time I move in my seat, I have this stretched lips feeling and my pussy is pleasantly stinging. We can spend all weekend in bed having sex but I never feel like this. I mean, my pubic bone might be a little tender from you fucking me so hard but my actual pussy doesn’t feel so stretched and tender. I guess this is what it feels like to be fucked by a man with a REAL cock…a Big Black Cock!

Reading her message, my heart immediately begins to pound. Even though cuckolding is my favorite kink, it is still VERY intense to have the woman I love telling me another man’s bigger cock is making her feel things she has never felt before. She’s very matter of fact about it too and, uncharacterisically, some of the sensual tone is missing. Still, my cock is throbbing! I’ve already cum five times in the last eight hours but my balls are loading up for more. I let Sienna know how exciting it is to hear this comparison between fucking me and fucking Jalen and encourage to savor and share her memories and sensations with me.

The comparison between Jalen’s cock and mine take on a more genuine concern in Sienna’s thoughts. She is worried that he gaped her pussy with his big cock and she won’t be able to feel or enjoy having my smaller cock inside her like she wants to.

Baby, I’m worried about how his big cock stretched me open and that I’m no longer tight for you. I want to be tight again for you…I want to be able to feel you! Everything will go back to normal, right?

I assure my sexy girl that she will return to normal. We’ve played with large toys before and, after a few days, she is once again tight for me.

Right, I guess I’m just feeling a little stressed. I couldn’t feel you very well after Jalen had me and was worried you couldn’t feel me. I still want to feel tight for you and for you to enjoy having sex with me. I want to feel you inside me and not have this mess up how amazing we feel together.

Sienna’s concern is incredibly loving but definitely pushes my erotic humiliation buttons in the best way. She is being so very loving and endearing by focusing on our sexuality and relationship. This is how it should be. On the other hand, it is incredibly erotic and surreal that we are even having this conversation. The woman I love and adore is telling me that another man’s cock stretched her so deep and wide that she could barely feel me when I was inside her. That’s intense.

Fortunately, I only have to remind her about last night and how I came so fast and heavily inside her…just moments after Jalen had fucked her and came inside her sweet pussy.

I know but you were extra excited from watching me and knowing Jalen’s cum was inside me and all over your cock. You came, but I couldn’t feel you. When he’s not there, it might not be the same for you or us. We won’t be able to feel each other. I’ll be tight again for you next time, Sweet Love! I promise!

Sienna and I had often wondered and fantasized about what it would be like for her to experience the almost mythical big black cock. Now, we both knew. I loved knowing her pussy felt stretched and more pleasantly tender than ever before. As a cuckold that enjoys the added erotic layers of small penis teasing, it was so hot for Sienna to admit she could barely feel my cock after Jalen had been inside her. The size difference was a big part of the fantasy for both of us and it played out in a very real way.

I know what I saw last night and how Sienna reacted to Jalen. She was completely swept away and transported to a place of pleasure she has never known before. There is no doubt in my mind that I witnessed Sienna having the best sex of her life. Sienna resists putting Jalen on that pedestal of “best ever” though and continues to reassure me that sex with me is the best because of our emotional connection and how I activate her heart, mind, body, and soul in the experience.

We are in an interesting moment and it sucks that we are in long-distance relationship. I wish I could be with her today and every day. I have always tried to be very in tune with her emotions and our relationship as our cuckold fantasy has evolved. I want to be there with her right now to steady her emotions. It must feel so confusing to be in love with me and then, overnight, be suddenly confronted with the reality that a black man she barely knows and feels no emotional connection to has just given her, arguably, the best fucking of her life – even though she denies it.

As she sits on the plane with a tender and gaped pussy, I’m sure this new sexual reality is setting in on her. She now knows that in order to reach that space of transcendent ecstasy she experienced yesterday, it would have to come from the cocks of more black men…and not mine. It is probably too early to ask, but I ask if she enjoyed herself and would like to do something like this again?

It was kind of sex that makes you go FUCK!!! It was REALLY, REALLY good and at times I was transported to another place. You know what you always said…

Sienna makes it clear that she definitely enjoyed having Jalen insider her and teases me about the well worn “once you go black” phrase I frequently used to encourage her curiosity.

Sienna  – MmmmHmmm!!! Before this weekend, my craving for a big black cock was 99% due to it being Our fantasy and 1% out of curiosity to know what a big cock feels like. Now that I know how amazing it feels, my desire is much higher and I want more!!!

Michael –  Is it 99% now because you know how good it feel?

Sienna – LOL! No!!! I wouldn’t go that high because it is still about Our fantasy. Yet, now that I know how amazing it feels, I definitely want to experience it even more than before!

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We have come a long way. My once innocent, sweet girl was now a naughty angel. A black man had staked his claim on her pussy. She now knows what “more” feels like and now she wants it more than ever before.

To be continued…

Suggested readings:

  • Cuckolding – Explore the psychology and erotic themes of this popular kink
  • Sensual Shadows – The chronology, brief story descriptions, and links to my loving, erotic journey with Sienna.

 

2 thoughts on “Sensual Shadows – Once You Go Black

  1. Reading this left me painfully hard. The thought of being the second man and the new sensation that would come with it.
    I look forward to each new post with interest and arousal

    1. Oh man, you leave the best reactions! Thank you. Painfully hard is awesome state to be in…as I was. Unfortunately (fortunately really), Sienna wasn’t able to feel it because Jalen’s black cock gaped my girl’s tight little pussy. Damn, now I’m painfully hard again, ha! Hope all is well brother!

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