When I first revealed my fantasy to Sienna about wanting to watch her with another man, I did so with a lot of apprehension. As I expected, she was surprised. She didn’t really know what to make of it, but she didn’t shut me down either. Instead, she sought to understand why it turned me on. Fulfilling my wildest desires was something she wanted to do. She didn’t know how far she could go with it all but was at least open to exploring. I felt the same way about her fantasies and submission was high on her list of desires.
Even though I fantasize about Sienna being with another man, the most essential part of the fantasy for me is that I am head over heels in love with her. In my eyes, she is the most beautiful woman in the world and sexy beyond my wildest dreams. The splendor of her sexy, sensual curves pale in comparison to her inner beauty and sensuality.
Time after time and in countless ways, she takes my breath away. I feel connected with her on so many levels. I feel light when Sienna is with me – her spirit illuminates me. Without this connection and the way she returns this sensual energy, the fantasy is meaningless. My dark desires are intensely erotic because I love her. The deeper my love, the more intense my fantasy becomes.
The thought of Sienna being taken by another man in front of me and physically pleased drives me absolutely wild. I can so easily drift off into the erotic haze and imagine my girl…feeling and loving her deeply as another man takes her. Through it all, we remain emotionally connected. She feels loved, safe, and free to enjoy the added pleasure I have made available to her from the larger cock of another man.
I feel an extra layer of erotic swirl imagining the man pleasing my sexy girl is black and that his cock is much larger than mine. Seeing the contrast in skin tone, how she responds to the different sensations of his larger black cock, and the pleasure I want her to experience creates a level of arousal that is off the charts.
As I pull back the curtain on this moment, Sienna and I are exploring the Big Black Cock fantasy through a sensual, naughty story. We seek to explore, understand, and blend the erotic layers of our individual fantasies into a shared fantasy we hope to experience one day. As you read along, it is worth remembering that at this time we are exploring our fantasies with one another and you for the first time. The fantasy evolves in a delicate fashion as we test new boundaries and measure one another’s acceptance of our desires.
Throughout the day we have both been eagerly anticipating the in-room massage I arranged for you with a carefully selected masseur. He has arrived and I sense your nervousness and excitement as your eyes take him for the first time. The tall, muscular, black masseur fits the vision of your fantasy perfectly. He moves about the room setting up the table, but we all know this is just for show. Tonight is not really about a massage.
You are wearing your robe and nestled tight in my arms as he moves about the room. You moan softly and bury your face in my chest as I pull the robe to side and expose your sexy ass to him. Slowly and reassuringly, I turn you around so you are facing him. I sense your hesitancy and bashfulness as I slowly open your robe and reveal your gorgeous body to another man.
I run my hands along your hips and up to your beautiful, full breasts. Your perfect nipples are straining with excitement as you sigh and lean back against me. You feel my lips on your exposed neck and his eyes upon your sexy body. He is smiling and tugging on his cock through his pants.
I take the fullness of your breasts in my hands and massage them as I tweak your nipples. I look at our guest and say, “I love this beautiful woman. She wants to please me, and I want to watch you please her.” With that, I allow the robe to slip off your shoulders and fall to the floor around your feet. For the first time in your life, you are naked in a room with two men…one who adores, loves, and craves you…the other only wanting to fuck you.
Sienna writes: Ohhh Baby, you are making me so crazy…I’m dripping! Mmmm, your girl is so hot and turned on but hesitant at the same time. You sense my fear, yet your warm, calming presence and loving voice makes my heart slow down. There is a sense of calmness setting in all around me. I hear your sexy voice in my ear and it immediately makes me gush with wetness. I’m longing to submit to your desire and give my Man what he needs. A rush of adrenaline comes over me with the thought of pleasing you. Sir, assure me that you will not leave my side. Your girl needs this affirmation.
Sexy girl, I will stay with you. This experience is my gift of pleasure to you and your erotic gift to me. It is OUR experience.
Sienna writes: This turns me on as I realize YOU are truly the one in control. This thought makes me even wetter. I am only pleasing my Daddy and accepting the fullness of the pleasure given by another. I relax with a willingness to please and be taken by this handsome, physically imposing black man.
I request that he undress and make himself more comfortable and come to us. In your erotic haze, you see his dark muscular chest and cuts abs. His black cock extends so long and thick. Time seems to pass in slow motion as his hard cock bounces proudly before us as he moves closer to you.
I feel the tension in your neck and shoulders as he takes your milky white breasts into his large, dark hands. The contrast is spectacular. His large manhood presses hot and hard against your flat, sexy stomach. The reality of another man’s presence is fully upon you and it is much more than you are accustomed to.
I am breathing deep and heavy…we are enveloped in a dreamy, erotic haze. “Get on your knees, sexy girl.”
Yes Sir, I will submit to you and kneel down before another man.
To Be Continued…
Sensual Shadows is an ongoing series and true story about my loving, erotic journey with Sienna. The index, brief descriptions and links are available here: Sensual Shadows – Chronology. I also have a collection of posts devoted the psychology of cuckolding and you can find those here – Cuckolding – The Essentials.