When I first revealed my fantasy to Sienna about wanting to watch her with another man, I did so with a lot of apprehension. As I expected, she was surprised. She didn’t really know what to make of it, but she didn’t shut me down either. Instead, she sought to understand why it turned me on. Fulfilling my wildest desires was something she wanted to do. She didn’t know how far she could go with it all but was at least open to exploring. I felt the same way about her fantasies and submission was high on her list of desires.

Even though I fantasize about Sienna being with another man, the most essential part of the fantasy for me is that I am head over heels in love with her. In my eyes, she is the most beautiful woman in the world and sexy beyond my wildest dreams. The splendor of her sexy, sensual curves pale in comparison to her inner beauty and sensuality.

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Time after time and in countless ways, she takes my breath away. I feel connected with her on so many levels.  I feel light when Sienna is with me – her spirit illuminates me. Without this connection and the way she returns this sensual energy, the fantasy is meaningless. My dark desires are intensely erotic because I love her. The deeper my love, the more intense my fantasy becomes.

The thought of Sienna being taken by another man in front of me and physically pleased drives me absolutely wild. I can so easily drift off into the erotic haze and imagine my girl…feeling and loving her deeply as another man takes her. Through it all, we remain emotionally connected. She feels loved, safe, and free to enjoy the added pleasure I have made available to her from the larger cock of another man.

I feel an extra layer of erotic swirl imagining the man pleasing my sexy girl is black and that his cock is much larger than mine. Seeing the contrast in skin tone, how she responds to the different sensations of his larger black cock, and the pleasure I want her to experience creates a level of arousal that is off the charts.

As I pull back the curtain on this moment, Sienna and I are exploring the Big Black Cock fantasy through a sensual, naughty story. We seek to explore, understand, and blend the erotic layers of our individual fantasies into a shared fantasy we hope to experience one day. As you read along, it is worth remembering that at this time we are exploring our fantasies with one another and you for the first time. The fantasy evolves in a delicate fashion as we test new boundaries and measure one another’s acceptance of our desires.


Throughout the day we have both been eagerly anticipating the in-room massage I arranged for you with a carefully selected masseur. He has arrived and I sense your nervousness and excitement as your eyes take him for the first time. The tall, muscular, black masseur fits the vision of your fantasy perfectly. He moves about the room setting up the table, but we all know this is just for show. Tonight is not really about a massage.

You are wearing your robe and nestled tight in my arms as he moves about the room. You moan softly and bury your face in my chest as I pull the robe to side and expose your sexy ass to him. Slowly and reassuringly, I turn you around so you are facing him. I sense your hesitancy and bashfulness as I slowly open your robe and reveal your gorgeous body to another man.

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I run my hands along your hips and up to your beautiful, full breasts. Your perfect nipples are straining with excitement as you sigh and lean back against me. You feel my lips on your exposed neck and his eyes upon your sexy body. He is smiling and tugging on his cock through his pants.

I take the fullness of your breasts in my hands and massage them as I tweak your nipples. I look at our guest and say, “I love this beautiful woman. She wants to please me, and I want to watch you please her.” With that, I allow the robe to slip off your shoulders and fall to the floor around your feet. For the first time in your life, you are naked in a room with two men…one who adores, loves, and craves you…the other only wanting to fuck you.

Sienna writes: Ohhh Baby, you are making me so crazy…I’m dripping! Mmmm, your girl is so hot and turned on but hesitant at the same time. You sense my fear, yet your warm, calming presence and loving voice makes my heart slow down. There is a sense of calmness setting in all around me. I hear your sexy voice in my ear and it immediately makes me gush with wetness. I’m longing to submit to your desire and give my Man what he needs. A rush of adrenaline comes over me with the thought of pleasing you. Sir, assure me that you will not leave my side. Your girl needs this affirmation.

Sexy girl, I will stay with you. This experience is my gift of pleasure to you and your erotic gift to me. It is OUR experience.

Sienna writes: This turns me on as I realize YOU are truly the one in control. This thought makes me even wetter. I am only pleasing my Daddy and accepting the fullness of the pleasure given by another. I relax with a willingness to please and be taken by this handsome, physically imposing black man.

I request that he undress and make himself more comfortable and come to us. In your erotic haze, you see his dark muscular chest and cuts abs. His black cock extends so long and thick. Time seems to pass in slow motion as his hard cock bounces proudly before us as he moves closer to you.

I feel the tension in your neck and shoulders as he takes your milky white breasts into his large, dark hands. The contrast is spectacular. His large manhood presses hot and hard against your flat, sexy stomach. The reality of another man’s presence is fully upon you and it is much more than you are accustomed to.

I am breathing deep and heavy…we are enveloped in a dreamy, erotic haze. “Get on your knees, sexy girl.”

Yes Sir, I will submit to you and kneel down before another man.

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To Be Continued…

Sensual Shadows is an ongoing series and true story about my loving, erotic journey with Sienna.  The index, brief descriptions and links are available here: Sensual Shadows – Chronology. I also have a collection of posts devoted the psychology of cuckolding and you can find those here – Cuckolding – The Essentials.

32 thoughts on “Sensual Shadows – Unveiled

  1. Mr. Modigliani


    1. Thanks….

  2. Michael, I cannot say that I’ve understood this fantasy in your previous posts about it, (honestly, the idea of taking on two men is too much, for me!) but Sienna’s submission to you, too your desire and fantasy certainly drives it in a new direction… Hot!

    It’s not like the normal cuckolding I’ve read about at all. I am curious to read the rest!

    1. Thank you, Mel! Your comment about cuckolding is so true. I actually started to write about this in the post but thought it needed more exploration and space in a separate post. From a distance, this could look like cuckolding (the way the term is typically used) but as you point out, the way it is approached…the “why” and the emotions and tone of this fantasy creates a different vibe for us. Thanks for the thoughtful comment…I was a little hesitant to post this. Glad you thought it was hot! 🙂

      1. I’m glad you did, honestly, I think we all need this place to explore fantasy and reality. Not everyone is going to appreciate everything, but this is a perfect example of how we can open each others minds and eyes to new/different things… It’s my favorite part of this community!

  3. Larry Archer

    Sweet, it is so erotic that you are both on the same page and I hope you both are successful in fulfilling your fantasy.

    1. Thanks Larry, the story has helped us get on the same page and appreciate the nuances of our fantasies.

  4. Astraltravler

    Dear Michael,
    I understand. My Husband wants for me to have the experience, and for him to see me pleasured by another man. We are deeply connected their isn’t anything that could break our 23 years of Partnership. Looking forward to reading all about you and Sienna’s adventure.
    Your Friend,

    1. Hi Anastasia, thank you for sharing your personal thoughts and the themes you can identify with. As you know, there is a lot that goes into creating the emotional space and safeness where this fantasy can flow into a positive, erotically charged experience.

      1. Astraltravler

        Dear Michael,
        I Absolutely Agree.

  5. So much I want to say but no way to say it!! You two have me so hot right now. All I can do is thank you both for sharing something so personal, so intimate and so fucking arousing!!!

    1. Thank you Desiree, glad you found this arousing! I was hesitant to post this but wanted to add some context around the themes that are part of our naughty fun. You left me wondering which element(s) struck a chord with you? Based on your incredible writings, I imagine it was the submissive theme…

      1. Michael — there were a couple of elements. One of which is too deeply personal to explain in a public forum. The submissive portion of this is very intriguing to me indeed, but since I have no experience in a D/s relationship, it is just that — intrigue. I think the love you share together and the certainty you have in each other can transcend the D/s relationship and apply to all types of loving, committed relationships, though. It would be a bit different if you wanted to bring a woman into your bedroom and have Sienna watch you be pleasured by another —- but the scenario you create is one of which you want to have her given immense pleasure in which you not only watch, but share and guide her during the experience. That is what is so striking to me there. And the way that you two have communicated your desires and woven them together is a provocative, sensual delight for all of us.

        1. Thanks for sharing more about your feelings around this. One of the many reasons I enjoy your writing is how you are coming to understand your submissive desires by thinking through it in your writing and the hot stories that come from this. You have developed a heightened understanding of your erotic layers and what you desire. I’m sure you already appreciate that this will help you express your desires to the fortunate man that you will one day submit to. I also appreciate your thoughts on how it would different if I wanted Sienna to watch me with another woman. This is a really important matter of the heart for both of us. You would probably agree that in most relationships, the thought of your lover being with someone else could be very hurtful. Sienna doesn’t fantasize about watching me and I don’t have this desire either. The very last thing I want in this world is to hurt her. She was also initially uncomfortable with my fantasy of watching her for the same reason. She has always made me feel that I am all she wants and craves. Over time, she has come to understand my fantasy and is feeling more emotionally safe in this space. It is only from this powerful, loving connection that we are able to explore our fantasies. For example, if I felt that she truly wanted to meet other men (regardless of how I felt), it would change the whole dynamics and not work at all for me. It is always about making it hot for both of us and ultimately pleasing one another…it will always be about US.

  6. Michael and Sienna, however your fantasies build, whether this one or others, my wish for you is the opportunity and courage to make them come true, just as you desire. You’re a perfect pair to pursue such wondrous things, and I’m grateful I’m able to participate, at least vicariously.

    1. Thank you, JK. Your comments are always so thoughtful and sincere…we really appreciate it! We also enjoy the perfectly timed humor and naughty ones as well…like the one you have below! 🙂 Being able to express ourselves to one another and share our journey here is really exciting and you definitely enrich that experience for us. I’ve been absent recently but hope you feel the same coming from me on your journey.

  7. And if, in my travels, I run across a well-hung, good looking, black masseuse, I’ll be sure to send you GPS coordinates. 🙂

    1. Please do, it has been more challenging than I ever imagined! 🙂 We have a few stories floating in the drafts about this search that I’m excited to share. But, we do love the build up! 😉

  8. Larry Archer

    Michael and Sienna from our point of view as swingers, letting your girlfriend get together with another guy doesn’t have to be taken as a D/s submission or mean that you are letting your partner be emotionally involved with another. I think this is a concept that “straights” have a problem getting their arms around. Just because Sienna gets together with someone else doesn’t mean that she doesn’t love you or you don’t love her. You are allowing her to experience the sensation of another person and that’s all it is. This is about sex and not love, you can separate the two.

    You will enjoy watching her be pleasured by someone else and that’s all, she is not forcing you to allow her to crawl into bed with another, unless that is something you want to happen. Letting her get together with another, to us, means that you love her enough to allow her to experience different sensations. For us swinging is not cheating and always keep in mind that when people haven’t experienced something, they don’t always understand.

    So if you both want Sienna to have some BBC, then go for it. Then for the perv’s here, tell us all about it. 🙂

    1. Thank you Larry for thoughtful and insightful comments. It is interesting to learn about others experiences and sexuality…it is one of my favorite aspects of WP. Each relationship is unique. For us, the “swinger lifestyle” doesn’t push our hot buttons. This sort of detached sexual experience (apart from one another) doesn’t excite us. It isn’t really about the sex with someone else that draws us in. It is the emotions we tap into with each other…through her being submissive as well as my hot buttons…that makes it exciting. Also, what we share on this blog has lag time on it. We are further along in our journey compared to where our posts are. I also don’t mean to take away or minimize the experience you and your wife share. It seems to work great for you but we have a different vibe…not better, just different. For us, it is all about the love and sex and the other is but vehicle to express our passion for one another in different ways.

      1. Larry Archer

        Glad to hear it’s working out for you. Sometimes it is a big step and just remember to love each other as you progress through life. The Lifestyle is not for everyone and you two need to chart your own course and do what is right for you and not other people.

  9. I am so glad you wrote this, I’ve had these thoughts swirling around in my head for months looking for an escape or way to explain them. Of course B knows, but sometimes just being able to get it out there and receive feedback from others helps me receive clarity. I’m not sure why I hadn’t thought of writing about it before, but this make me want to and now I think I will.

    I love how open you both are in sharing this side of you, your fantasies and your vulnerabilities.

    Thank You!

    1. Thanks Tis, I am really looking forward to reading the thoughts and feelings that drive your fantasy and what is now becoming your emerging reality! 🙂 Knowing that you are an “INTJ”, I’m sure thinking through it all and actually writing about it will crystalize the layers for you. I’m pleasantly surprised by the richness of the comments on this post. Some have challenged me to think even deeper as I try to respond and, as you mentioned, this has added extra clarity for me. I know you have a deep post available now that I’m looking forward to diving into! 🙂

      1. This one will either fly right out of me with no effort at all since its been taking up valuable space inside my head for quite sometime or I will find a way to complicate my thoughts on it. Lets hope its the former. haha

        I hope you two are having a Merry Christmas!

    2. Thanks Tis! It’s interesting because everyone has their own opinion and take on their personal deep thoughts and beliefs held within their fantasies. Michael and I own ours and keep a high level of clarity and understanding around it. This is most critical. Others may comment or share their own opinions and beliefs, yet what’s most important is the communication and connection between you and B! This I feel is the danger that may lurk in being openly transparent with outsiders who don’t play an active role in your personal intimacy with your partner and Love! It’s so amazing to share and hear and perhaps spark an untapped interest for others to explore!
      xxoo Sienna
      Can’t wait to read your related post 😊

      1. I couldn’t agree more Sienna. What’s funny with the thing I’ve grappled with in the past is that it was a limitation I put on myself because I thought it was something B wouldn’t be up for. It wasn’t until he shared his desire with me that I than found it acceptable and wanted it even more.

        Us being so open with each other has really heightened our desires and enlightened us to each other in ways we didn’t think possible before. Not just communicating with each other but being receptive and open to hearing each other out has been key for us.

        It reminds me of that scene in White Men Can’t Jump, where Wesley Snipes character says to Woody Harrelsons character,

        “Look man, you can listen to Jimi but you can’t hear him. There’s a difference man. Just because you’re listening to him doesn’t mean you’re hearing him.”

        Merry Christmas! xoxo

        1. So good to hear these comments and the excitement around the awareness. It’s so liberating and the safety of knowing it’s all about you and B is the essence!!!
          I’m glad we were able to help you to probe deeper into a potential idea or fantasy shared by both and the comfort of feeling safe with one another!

  10. B.K. Hung

    A beautiful story of love at its best 😉

    This is going to be a great read, I can tell. Seeking our innermost desires is the playground of experience we must whole-heartedly explore, wide-eyed, eager, brave. That you have someone so intimately connected with you to share in the journey clearly makes this an epic adventure in the making

    1. Thanks B.K. We are very fortunate and feel exceptionally amazed to have each other to explore in such an open and trusted environment with each other. No judgement, no fear….open embraced vulnerability! Michael loves to take photos of me and I enjoy posing and letting him share while protecting me and the integrity of US. Thanks for reading! We enjoy reading through your “layers” as well! 😉

      1. B.K. Hung

        Power to you! The new model army…

    2. Thank you for the thoughtful and anticipatory comment, BK! Sienna and I are excited to share and express the light of our Love and sensuality in many forms; expressing them through the layers of our fantasies and experiences casts our Sensual Shadows… The journey which is beyond what we have posted so far has far and away been the Love and adventure of my lifetime! Hope you will stay with us and share in the evolving story ~ Michael

      1. B.K. Hung

        Keep sharing. It is an honour to be included – that you’ve thought about (and fought) for us.

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