We have fantasized about tonight hundreds of times while sharing erotic stories as we made love. Tonight though it is real. For the past several hours, I have been intermittently stroking my cock while taking photos and video of a muscular black man  having his way with my lover, Amber. As a cuckold, it is one thing to be aroused “thinking” about your lover being with another man. It is another experience to actually see it.

I’m not going to pass off my reaction to this as a casual experience filled with nothing but arousal. While it IS very hot, it also elicits a deep emotional burn. I recognize in an abstract way, that I’m not the only man capable of pleasing Amber. But, to see her wet and screaming with pleasure from the cock and touch another man shines an entirely different light. An uneasy realization sets in as I witness her responding in ways she never has with me. I will no longer need to wonder if I hold the place of “best sex ever” in her mind. I’m witnessing another man fucking her better. I’m engulfed in a whirlwind of emotions—love and betrayal, devotion and lust, pride and emasculation. You name any two contrasting emotions and I’m feeling it. It is an erotic tempest I have long craved.

Terrance pounds my girl’s tight pussy with his huge black cock as my heart absolutely beats out of my chest. The whole scene has my stomach hurting a bit and I feel a bit queasy. Still, I can’t deny my obvious arousal. My cock is rock hard and throbbing with thick, silky strands of pre-cum dripping heavily and falling to floor or finding a home along the inside of my thighs. What a sight I must have been for Amber and Terrance…if they even noticed. Amber would later confess there were moments where she so swept away in how Terrance made her feel that she completely forgot I was in the room. Hearing her admit to this only further cemented how much she really had enjoyed Terrance.

As the evening unfolded, Amber and I cross one erotic threshold after another. For the first time since meeting me, Amber kisses another man…strokes and sucks his hefty manhood…and spreads her legs to welcome his long, thick black cock deep inside her secret garden. All the while, I look on stroking my cock and taking photos of another man transporting my girl to heights of sexual pleasure she has never known before. This was my intent. It is my gift of pleasure to her and intensely erotic mind fuck for me.

It is as if from out of nowhere, this relatively unknown man walks into our life, beds my woman, and stakes claim to the most amazing cock she has ever had. It isn’t exactly a random appearance though. We had carefully selected Terrance from a long list of candidates. He had a high sexual IQ when it came to cuckolding. He not only understood what we wanted but seemed fully capable of providing us with the experience. Beyond that, we were looking for certain physical attributes from our Bull and Terrance was physically gifted. His cock was a good three inches longer than mine and much thicker…such a powerful and dominating visual. He sent Amber plenty of cock shots during the buildup. Contrary to what most women say about “dic pics”, these photos kept Amber on edge and wet with anticipation for weeks leading into tonight.

From the first moment she laid her eyes and hands upon his manhood, he commanded Amber’s erotic devotion and submission. Amber stroked and marveled at his length and thickness as she looked over at me and said, “Oh…my…god.” We sometimes hear that women aren’t that interested in size. Let me tell you, it is a mesmerizing moment of truth to see the woman you love marveling at the size of another man’s cock. Amber’s soft, white hands seemed so tiny as she wrapped both of them along the length of his dark chocolate cock and pumped up and down.

The sense of emasculation engulfing me is one that many cuckolds experience and actually crave. In comparison to Terrance, my cock is smaller and thinner…really, it isn’t even close. I know Amber adores me and our love making is without question so passionate and intense. Yet, as soon as she got ahold of Terrance’s cock, I practically ceased to exist. Seeing a woman sexually transported into such a transcendent state of arousal by another man is a heady experience…especially when you love her. Of course, this was part of the plan and makes the moment even hotter for me. I have brought Amber to this space where she can freely tap into and satisfy her primal urges.

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Throughout the evening Terrance moved between deep, slow grooves to moments of absolutely pounding my girl’s once tight pussy.  At one point, she rides him in the cowgirl position. I snap photos of her pussy stretched so tight and wide around his veiny thickness as her creamy arousal literally streams down his length and onto his balls. He must have brought her to ten or more orgasms over the course of the night. Who knows, from the sound of her moaning and screaming it was impossible to keep count. At one point, he even made her squirt…something she had never done before.

Towards the end, Terrance had reduced Amber to a mostly limp and fully sated fuck doll. She was in a state where he could have done anything he wanted and she was eager to receive his pleasure. I watched as she lay exhausted on her back with Terrance powerfully driving his black cock inside her well-fucked pussy. Her hair was wet and tussled…her eyes glassy with pleasure. This black man had given her so much pleasure and she wanted nothing more than to feel him emptying his powerful cock inside her. Giving signs that his own orgasm was building, Amber’s white hands grip Terrance’s beefy ass as she begs and pleads with him to cum inside her.

The thought of this moment has always made both of us so excited during our storytelling sessions. Now, it was really happening. I watch as my woman pleads, coaxes, and begs another man to cum inside her. He moans loudly as his thick black cock pulses and releases what seems like an endless river of cum-filled ropes inside Amber’s eager pussy. Witnessing the full unleashed passion of your lover thrusting wildly and orgasming as another man pumps his sperm inside her is a mind-bender of the highest order!

When he finally pulls out, I catch a glimpse of something I will never forget. For a brief instance, I see a large white pool of sperm inside Amber’s gaped pussy. It looks like a cup that is about to overflow. Almost instantly, her cum-filled pussy begins clinching and contracting as if trying to gather and hold on to its treasure…pulling it deep inside towards her fertile womb.

The woman I love now lays exhausted against her black lover. Both are covered in sweat and glowing with a sexual aura. Amber’s legs are spread with her left leg draped over his muscular right thigh. His creamy seeds drips from her well-fucked pussy and swollen lips. She looks at me a little uncertainly as she lightly runs her finger between her cum-filled lips.

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Amber then moves into the next phase of our fantasy. I feel reassured that she hasn’t lost “us” in all of this. She speaks to me directly but is indirectly filling in Terrance on part of our fantasy.

“Michael, when it is just us in this moment, you usually get a warm towel to soothe my pussy and clean me up with. Since you haven’t done anything for me tonight, I want you to clean me with your tongue. I can tell Terrance left a lot for you to clean up….”

She wants me to lick his cum from her pussy. I hesitate. I feel embarrassed and shamed, but my smaller white cock is achingly hard. The passing seconds of hesitation feel like hours as my mind fully absorbs all the emotions and thoughts of a lifelong fantasy that is now reality. Terrance is laying there like he is king of the world with my sexually satisfied girl all nestled into his body. His spent flaccid cock is still larger than my fully erect and straining penis. He appears almost smug as he runs his hands all over her body like he owns her. She responded to him in a way I have never experienced with her. He knows he just gave this beautiful woman the best fucking of her life. Amber knows it. I know it too. Terrance’s creamy seed continues to slowly drips from my girl’s well-fucked pussy.

I had introduced the fantasy to Amber. She initially resisted and told me I was the only man she needed and ever wanted to be inside her. Still, I persisted. Over time she finally warmed to the thought of a black man taking her in front of me. Now, she lays beside this man in awe of what he had done to her and how he made her feel. The reality had lived up to and even exceeded the fantasy.

Could I actually complete this odd but incredibly erotic humiliation by swallowing his sperm from my lover’s pussy? Was it not enough that I had just watched this hung black guy fuck my woman and know she just experienced the best sex of her life? Was it not enough that my lover would now think of me as having a small cock? Would she now think about the cock size of other men and wonder if they could take her back to that orgasmic place? Did I have to add to the humiliation and emasculation by going down on her and swallowing the sperm from best cock she ever had? Would it change things for Amber to see me acknowledging my place in the sexual hierarchy like this? Playfully biting her lip, she runs her fingers lightly along her wet and swollen lips, “Baby, I’m waiting…”

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48 thoughts on “Amber’s Cream Pie

  1. Don’t mind saying, this story got me so hàrd

    1. This is a hot reply! It still has the same effect on me as well. Glad you enjoyed it 🙂

      1. Look forward to more from this blog

        1. Thank you. I have about 10 posts on there now that you can navigate to from the home page at your leisure of course. Hope you have a great week!

  2. Re-Read this, did she wait long?

    1. Would you have made her wait long? I didn’t make her wait. My face was red with embarrassment as I sunk my tongue in her freshly fucked pussy and lapped up his cum. It was a very intense and erotic moment for the three of us.

      1. No I wouldn’t, but I got very aroused reading your reply

  3. LuvMyHotwife

    This is such a beautifully told story, thank you! Being a real-life cuckold, I understand the mixture of emotions involved with watching an alpha male bull give your wife what you could never give her. But, if you love her and know down deep that you are a beta male, then you should support your wife and her ability to have a lover or many lovers. In my opinion, having her take on black lovers is the way it was meant to be.

    1. Thanks for sharing you reaction. It is always hot to read how others have experienced these intense erotic moments as we cross the bridge from fantasy to reality…

  4. Anonymous Cuckold 1

    Perhaps I’ve felt a smidgen of jealousy while watching. But (LoL), I think in my case the jealousy is that I’m not getting it. I understand what you are saying though. Truthfully, I love her so much that I’m happy she is getting such pleasure and it gives me pleasure to see it.

    1. Thanks for the comment. You bring up a great point and it is an interesting theme in cuckolding. Many cuckolds do cite their lover’s pleasure as the main driver for cuckolding. It is free of almost all other erotic layers–humiliation, submission, race, etc… Just pleasure.

  5. TheCatzzzMeeow

    Is there a part II? If so, where can I find it? That said, I have to say that I could have written this story. I was always the director in these events. Although my wife was doing these men and enjoying it probably as much as you describe your lady’s reaction, she only had eyes for me during and afterwards. She was doing for my enjoyment as much as her own. My advice to anyone doing this is to keep doing what you both obviously enjoy. And, if you want to put your face down there and eat all of that delicious cum, do it and enjoy it! For me, one of life’s great pleasures is eating warm, fresh cum out of a well-fucked pussy…especially if it is the pussy of woman you love.

    1. Thanks CatzzMeeow, your bring up some rich topics in your comment. I absolutely have a preference for the “director” role. Though we don’t talk about it because it detracts from the fantasy, I believe that all cuckolds have the ultimate power in this sex play…much like submissive have the ultimate power in D/s play. I also agree that in a healthy cuckold relationship, the kink is ultimately about the couple’s experience…it is their naughty adventure together. I haven’t written part II yet but it is a true story.

  6. Anonymous Cuckold 2

    Fuck! Please tell me you did???

    1. Coming soon in Part II.

  7. Anonymous Cuckold 3

    If you want to be her cuckold then you will drink up every drop, then go to her bull and suck him clean, and thank him for pleasing your woman.

    1. Ah, this takes it to a new level of erotic humiliation.

  8. Anonymous Cuckold 4

    Great story, I hope you did as she asked and expected. Your little white dick may be of little use to her now. But, she will always have a need for you to use your mouth and tongue. Welcome to “clean up” duty!

    1. This is a duty that many (not all) cuckolds want to perform.

  9. Anonymous Cuckold 5

    Nicely put. I have to say you described the situation very well, having experienced the same myself.

    1. Thank you, I tried to capture the erotic angst I was feeling..

  10. Anonymous Cuckold 6

    For men with little cocks, this is what we were made for.

  11. Anonymous Cuckold 7

    Yes, you did go down on her. She parted her legs with her black lover laying a strong ebony hand on her tight guiding it to open wider. He looked down at her and grinned as he told her to flex her inner muscles. Just as your tongue touched her swollen open pussy, she squeezed as his cum rushed into your mouth. Your erotic humiliation was now complete.

    1. Such a hot comment! I could almost feel that bolus of hot cream flooding across my tongue and lips…

  12. Anonymous Cuckold 8

    Great story, “food” for thought.

  13. Anonymous Cuckold 8

    This is a very good story and it is started for many of us.

    1. Appreciate your comment…and, it is a true story.

  14. Mister_Sticky

    That was an incredibly hot story… Thank you for sharing it.

    1. Thank you Mister_Sticky. Appreciate you taking time to share that positive feedback!

  15. I definitely know what you mean by that “pang of jealousy” and about being around other men that appear smug when they realize your woman is not only attracted to them but almost completely unaware of your presence. I will admit…seeing other (real) men have this effect on my girlfriend can be a little uncomfortable. Well, actually it is a combination of jealousy, insecurity, and insignificance. Later, when alone, I will become very aroused as I relive the memory in my thoughts. The memory of seeing the woman I love and care so much for…flirting, touching, smiling, and flaunting her sexy body in from of these strong, assertive men is such a turn on.

    1. Thanks for the comment, Cruzin! That jealous emotional burn is part of the experience that many of us savor…it is almost dizzying. I totally get what you mean about reliving the memories. Even now, as I retell this story, I am flooded with arousal and how hot that experience was.

  16. Anonymous Cuckold 11

    That emotional angst when we know the woman we love has found a superior lover. The “I make her feel things that you can’t” is true. But, Amber is also giving you something that most women won’t. No, you won’t be shaking those images.

    1. True, it is a very special gift she gave me. She also gets to experience something many women won’t but perhaps fantasize about. She gets to experience another man in a purely sexual way within a loving relationship and also pleases her man at the same time. For Amber, the build up to this moment and the erotic context around it only added to the fire. If she was single and just meeting another man, the intensity of this moment may have been different.

  17. Anonymous Cuckold 12

    So hot! I should be used to it but I always feel a little jealous as her boyfriend flirts and rubs on her…knowing he is going to take her to orgasmic places I can only hope for. In my place, on my knees between her legs, I am ready to show acceptance of my status by cleaning and serving them both as directed.

    1. The status reference is a hot one in cuckolding. An erotic layer of submission and humiliation added on to cuckolding. Interesting though how in reality, it is the cuckold that is really in control. Shhh, I won’t tell anyone. 😉

  18. Anonymous Cuckold 13

    Exceptional short story.

    1. Thank you.

  19. Anonymous Cuckold 14

    Awesome story and great angle, love it!

    1. Appreciate the feedback, hope it left you with a taste for more…

  20. Anonymous Cuckold 15

    Hot story and well written.

    1. Thank you.

  21. I’m a little lost for words. I absorbed this as though I were taking a masterclass.
    So many things to take in…I may have to come back to this. All I keep thinking is, if I had YOU… I’d never want to fuck another man…and now I’ve just said that I’m thinking…that would be a turn off for you? That I’d only want you? Confusing…but this is truly brain food…I love seeing things from a perspective I’ve never had before.

    1. Sexy girl, this is a heavy post to take in. I backdated this when I released it and wasn’t sure I had laid enough groundwork to “feature” it. You are looking deep into my erotic thoughts here…some aspects of which I am still searching for answers. What I do know it is that it is wildly exciting. Your reaction is perfect though. I would want you to only want me. And, because of this, I will want you to fuck other men…men that are more endowed…men that look different from me. The theme of contrast is once again present. Love and cuckolding explode with contrasting almost dizzying emotions that fuel an erotic tempest. Then, there is the contrast of cock size and skin tone. There is inversion…you being a loving woman and doing something that feels like your world is upside down…a form of submission you never imagined…an erotic whirlwind. Of course, the entire moment is inversion for me too. Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts. I think you are getting a great grip on this…and it is really making me hot! 🍆🔥

      1. You ignite my mind and… other things when you speak and tell me your desires and fantasies…unresolved and otherwise…
        I have so many thoughts about it, and that you are still Searching for your answers makes a vulnerability emanate from you that is truly irresistible.
        As you know 😏 I have been thinking about this a lot…trying to understand why it’s so erotic when inherently, it cuts deeply and hurts. Why do we want to couple pain with desire? Physical and emotional? I genuinely think it’s the deep duality of everything in existence…the unfortunately over used and abused concept of Yin and Yang, which is ingrained into everything that is actualised and is beautiful and harmonious when realised and absorbed.
        I think our pasts, speckled with so much pain, and our souls, pure and full and needing to be loved and desired and to give love and desire, play the leading role in this theatre of needs and wants and life.
        I think the pain you’ve experienced in life has attuned you to this concept, this ideal of duality. Your amazing mind and spirit have made sense of your pain, of your loss, of your need to pleasure and be pleasured, of your spaces in your soul that red to be filled. This delicious mixture of pain and pleasure drips through your psyche, your body, your warmth, your heart…and you resolve this battle through your fantasy of watching the woman you adore being taken and fucked and brought to orgasm by another man…because.. hmmm…let me see if I have this right…if there is a connection, an adoration and desire so deep between you and the luckiest woman in the world, then … your desire to see her pleasured and her desire to pleasure you are two sides of the same coin. She feels the pain of you feeling pain as another man pounds his way into her, deeply, and you both feel this BECAUSE you are so deeply connected, and this connection makes this moment, this experience insanely erotic, MORE than a turn on…like the wish to have an endless orgasm, that nearly kills you, but brings you back to life.
        Honestly, I have never EVER contemplated ANY of this before…but you’ve opened my mind, among other things and I wish…I could give you this.
        If both lovers are simultaneously doing this for eachother, but also for themselves, if both lovers are feeling the dizzying heights of submission and power at the same time..then this may be one of the most perfect erotic moments. ONE of the most, not THE most… because believe me…I have other perfect thoughts which don’t involve any one else. Where the rest of the world can fuck right off and leave us be…just two bodies heaving and swelling and dripping for each other, while their souls slide into each other in ertotic, blissful turmoil.

        I think I am getting a grip on this…and I mean that in every sense.

        I’m…so enamoured and beyond insane for your words and you

  22. Wow, if you won’t do your clean up duty, I sure will.

    1. Like yourself, I had harbored this fantasy for a long time. This was my first moment of truth where the fantasy had become reality and there was a lot going through my mind about the moment and the aftermath…and if Amber’s perception of me would change. Although, as I had witnessed in person…she already had a new view of reality around sex and the heights of pleasure she could transcend to with a BBC moving deep inside her 🔥Now, she wanted me to acknowledge my place in the sexual hierarchy.

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